How to Love (Becstin) #Wattys2015

~14

   I cried into Kendall's shoulder. She hugged me.

"Hey don't worry he's not gonna come near you. I'll make sure of it. Plus I think Austin won't let him come near you either." I laughed. "Now let's get some sleep because we have school tomorrow." I nodded.

She got up and moved to her bed.

"Night Becky." "Night Kendall." I replied back to her.

I laid down in my bed and shut off my lamp. I looked up at the ceiling. Why is it that Noah is come after me? I mean it was always Randy. My life has been turmoil since my dad and mom got divorced. I was ten at the time. Two years later my mom remarried. She married Randy. I never liked Randy and he never liked me, but I didn't give a damn. Randy's son Noah was a pain in the ass, he still is. He was my age. For a twelve year old boy he had the mind of a perverted sixty year old man. He was always touching me, and I couldn't stop him. Back then I wasn't as feisty as I am now. I was scared and shy. So when he did stuff to me I just cried. But when Randy started doing it to me I was petrified. I lost my virginity at the age of twelve. It was taken from me when I was a little girl. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

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"Becky!" Kendall yelled. I jumped up. "What?!" I asked. She laughed. "Nothin just thought that I would wake you up. I rolled my eyes and laughed. I got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom.

   When I finished showering and brushing my teeth I walked out and into my room. Kendall was getting dressed. I grabbed my bottle of lotion and put it on my body. When I finished I grabbed some panties from my draw. I put them on. I had my towel wrapped around my body still. I walked to my coolest and grabbed a strapless dress. I out it on my bed.

"Becky we still going to the mall tomorrow?" Kendall asked. "Yea. We have to get our dresses for the dance of Friday." She nodded and continued to get dress. I grabbed a black strapless bra. I put it on and then I put on my dress. I grabbed my brush and brushed out my hair. I left it down. I then grabbed my necklace and ring. I put it on. I turned around and saw Kendall sitting at the edge of her bed. She was putting on her wedges.

I walked to the closet and grabbed my brown heeled boots. I slipped them on. I grabbed my bag and and phone.

"You ready?" I asked. "Yea." She said.

   I grabbed my car keys off of my dresser and we walked downstairs and into the kitchen.

"Hey mom. Hi dad." "Hi Mr. And Mrs. Gomez." Kendall said. "Hey guys tonight your mother and I and are going out so we want you two to babysit the kids." "We don't need babysitters." Frankie and Alex said. Kendall and I laughed. "Where's Stephanie?" I asked. "She's still sleeping." I nodded. "Oh yeah we have this important gala thing that the family has to attend you gush have to look your very best because it's an important thing for your father and I." My mother said. "Kendall and I were going to the mall to get dresses for the dance so we'll pick up dresses for the thing tomorrow." "Or we could today." Kendall said. "Ok but you girls be back by six." I nodded. "Bye guys." Kendall and I said as we walked out.

Kendall and I hoped in my car and drove to school.

"So that thing your mom has us going to what's it like?" Kendall asked. "You have to dress very nice and I mean ball gown and everything. It's like this really big thing." "Wow just for doctors?" "Yea but it's for the doctors all over the country." "Do they have dancing?" She asked. "Yea slow dancing." "Ooh maybe we see cute boys and start dancing." I laughed. "Yea lets hope." We laughed. "Do you think we'll get in trouble for last night?" She asked. "If the principal finds out we get a detention, but that's it. I also highly doubt they will find out." She nodded.

I parked the car in the parking lot. I just so happened to park right next Austin's Range Rover. I sighed. I opened my car door and stepped out. My bag was on my shoulder and my phone was in my hand. I saw Austin. He was kissing all over Tina. She looked at me and smirked. I looked at Kendall. She shook her head. We walked by them. I acted like I didn't give a damn about what I was seeing.

"Oh hey Becky." Robert said. Austin immediately pushed Tina away. Jackass. I smiled and waved and kept walking. He didn't want me to see him kiss all over Tina. Jackass.

   Kendall and I walked to our lockers. "I honestly hope we don't in trouble  for last night." Kendall said. "We honestly can't it didn't happen on school grounds." "True."

   I closed my locker. I leaned against the lockers waiting for Kendall. She was scurrying through her locker. I saw Austin, Alex, Robert, and Zach walking down the hallway. They stopped by us. Austin looked at me with a smirk. I rolled my eyes.

"Hey Kendall I think I left my text book in my bag." I said. She nodded completely understanding that I couldn't stand Austin right now.

   I quickly walked away towards the entrance of the school. I needed some air plus I had it get my wallet from the car. I walked quickly to my car. I opened it and grabbed my water. I closed the door and turned around and gasped. Austin was standing very close to me. He was towering over me since I was so short. He smirked.

"One day I'm gonna smack that smirk off your face." I snapped, he chuckled. "You know your so feisty." He said. I rolled my eyes and pushed him out of my way. I walked towards the front of the car. He grabbed my arm. "Let go!" I growled. He turned me around and smashed his lips on mine. My eyes widened. I tried to push him away but he was to strong. I didn't kiss back. He grabbed my waist and squeezed it tightly. I gasped. He took this as his chance to put his tongue in my mouth. I involuntarily moaned. He smirked and continued kissing me. I started to kiss back. I didn't know.

Yes you do. You are enjoying this.

No the hell I'm not. He picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist holding me by my thighs. I dropped my water bottle and my bag on the floor. He pushed me on the hood of my car. He laid me back and climbed onto it still kissing me. He then started kissing my neck. I moaned and tugged his hair. He smirked and kicked kissing me neck. His hands slipped under my dress and towards my panties.

What the hell am I doing?

I immediately sat up and laughed Austin away. My eyes wide. I grabbed my stuff and quickly ran towards the school leaving Austin. I can't believe that just happened.