How to Love (Becstin) #Wattys2015

~32

Things start to get interesting now☺️☺️😏😏.

"Becky do you wanna go to school?" Kendall asked. I shook my head. "I just wanna lay here and die." I groaned. "I can't let you die." She said jokingly. I smiled slightly but went back to my grumpy mood. "So you don't want to go to school?" She asked. "No because I'm scared I might kill a bitch." I growled. She chuckled. We heard a car horn. "That's Alex." I sighed. "If you want to come you could come." She said. I shook my head. "Ok well I'll see you later." She said. I nodded. She left the room. I groaned and rolled around in my bed. What am I gonna do the whole day?

Mope around and basically show Austin you are miserable.

What?!

That's what you're showing him. If I were you I would show him that I'm fine. Oh wait I am you.

I sighed. I got up. My mind is right. Even though I'm hurt I can't show it. I have to show him that I'm fine. I jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. My eyes widened. I looked dead. I sighed. I turned on the sink and grabbed my toothbrush.

   When I finished brushing my teeth I turned off the sink and turned on the shower. I stripped out of my clothes and tied my hair up. I jumped in the shower. The hit water hit my body. Let's hope this shower eases some of my nerves.

   When I finished showering I turned off the water. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body. I stepped out. I immediately went into my room and grabbed my lotion. I out on my body and rubbed it in. When I finished I grabbed panties and a bra. I out put them on. I grabbed my makeup bag and walked to the bathroom. I put it on the counter and looked in the mirror. I had bags under my eyes and a few hickeys on my neck from Austin. A tear rolled down my cheek.

"No Becky no more cryin for someone whose gonna hurt you." I said to myself.

I grabbed my foundation and started covering up the hickeys on my neck. Once they were covered I worked on the bags that were under my eyes. Once that was done I did my eyeshadow. I used a colored that blended in with my skin. I grabbed my liquid eyeliner and drew a thin line and winged it out a little bit. I then applied mascara to both my eyes. I put on some light pink lip gloss. I smiled. I packed up my makeup and walked back to my room. I grabbed a black and white cropped sweatshirt. I pulled it on. I grabbed ripped high waist jeans. I pulled that on and once again my fort I got stuck in the whole.

"Really." I mumbled.

I put on socks and walked to my dresser. I grabbed my hoop earrings and put them on. I untied my hair and combed it out. I grabbed a black beanie that said bad bitch and put it on my over my head. I grabbed my black booties and put them on. I walked over to my phone and looked at it. Not one message from Austin. I sighed. I guess he doesn't care at all. I looked at the time. 8:30. Ok I'm not that late. I grabbed my bag and walked downstairs. I grabbed my keys and walked outside. I turned around to lock the door. I noticed a piece of paper folded and taped against the door.

What the hell?

I took it off the door and opened it.

Look down.

Was all it said. I looked down and gasped. It was a box. I picked it up and opened it. I gasped. There was a bunch of pictures of me. And they were recent. Like from yesterday at the party. I saw a paper I took it out of the box and read it.

I've been watching you baby girl.
Soon baby you will be ours.
Or maybe I wouldn't share you.
I think I might just keep you
To myself. I love you baby.
I'll see you soon.

Oh my god. I started breathing heavily. I looked around. It has to be Randy watching me. I quickly ran to my car and hopped in. I quickly started it and drive to school. I got to school at nine. I jumped out of the car and rushed into the building, the box in my hand. I ran through the hallways. What class do I have?

"Fuck!" I groaned out. I heard heels clacking. "Shit." I mumbled. I quickly hid in the janitors closet but I wasn't the only one in here. Austin was in here with Brittany and they were both shirtless. I looked up. "You've got to be fucking kidding me!?" I groaned. "Um get out!" Brittany yelled. "Unless you wanna get fucking flight but j teacher I suggest you shut the fuck up!" I growled. Her eyes widened.

   I saw Austin he was still shirtless. I couldn't help but look down at his abs. I quickly looked back up. I clutched the box closer to me.

"What's in the box?" Brittany asked. "A fucking dildo!" I yelled. Austin clamped his hand over my mouth, which caused me to nearly drop my box. I gripped it tightly. "Shut the fuck up!" He growled. I rolled my eyes. He removed his hands. I glared at him.

My phone beeped. I took it out of my back pocket. I looked at it. I got a text from an unknown number. It had a picture attached to it. I quickly unlocked my phone and looked at the text. My eyes widened. He's here. I quickly locked my phone and opened the door slightly. I scanned the hallway. It was empty. I smiled. "Bye bitches." I said to the two before walking out of the closet. I saw Kendall in the hallway. She ran to me.

"What the hell?" She questioned. "I came ok, but look." I said, while handing her the box. She opened and gasped. "He's been watching you." She said. I nodded. "Kendall I'm scared." "You have to tell the boys." She said. "No I was just in a closet with Austin and Brittany. I interrupted their make out session." I said. She groaned. "Fuck Austin Becky! You need to tell the boys they know how to handle this." She said. I sighed. "Fine I'll tell them at lunch." I said. The bell then rang. "Which is now." She said. I groaned.

We walked to our lockers. I out my bag in my locker and closed it. I felt like someone was watching me. I looked around for any sign of Randy or Noah, but i didn't find them. I turned my head and saw Logan he was staring at me. He smirked and winked. I glared and flipped him off. Kendall and I walked into the cafeteria. We went straight it were the boys were sitting including Brittany.

"What the fuck?!" I growled. Kendall just groaned. "Guys um I need it tell you something." I said. They all looked at me. "What's in the box?" Robert asked. "Um yea Brittany you need to leave." I said. She scoffed. "No she doesn't." Austin said. I glared at him. "Well then I'm not saying shit until she's gone." I snapped. "Go." Austin said. She glared at me and got up. "Bitch." She said. "Slut." I snapped. She scoffed and walked away. "Ok now tell us what's in the box?" Zach asked. I gave it to them. "He's been watching me." I said. "Fuck!" Alex said.

I felt my phone beeped. I jumped. They all looked at me. I took my phone out of my pocket and placed my phone in the middle of the table.

"I'm not looking at that." I said. Robert groaned and took my phone. "Password?" He said. I quickly typed it in. He looked at my phone. His eyes widened. "What?" I asked. He didn't answer. "Robert what?!" I asked raising my voice. I grabbed my home. And looked at the text. I gasped. "Oh my god!"

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I updated guys. I can't sleep plus I'm annoyed because people keep saying hat Austin is a fuck boy because he said in an interview that I'm gonna play the field. He was talking about his relationship status when he said that and he looked uncomfortable. I mean he does still have feelings for Becky and she does to. Who agrees that they will probably end up going back out after her tour? I mean that's what I think and I'm hoping is Gonna happen, but If they decide to just stay friends then I support them both. But I'm really hoping that they get back together and I honestly think they will. Who agrees?