How to Love (Becstin) #Wattys2015

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All I thought about was her. My baby. She was in pain. My baby was in pain and I didn't know why.

   I looked at her in the hospital bed. She was unconscious still. No one knows what triggered her panic attack.

   I stared at her body. She looked so lifeless. She looked like she was pain. I looked at Kendall.

"Did she say anything? Anything at all. To at least let you know what she was dreaming about?" I asked. She shook her head. "All she did was scream help. Like someone was attacking her." She mumbled.

I sighed and looked at her. I grabbed her hand with mine.

"Please Becky. Please wake up." I whispered quietly.

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"It's been hours. How come she isn't up yet?" I asked the doctor impatiently. "Mr. Mahone I told you. Ms. Gomez had a severe panic attack that could leave her unconscious for a few hours or a few weeks." The doctor said. "So my daughter could be in a god damn coma!" Becky's mom yelled. Tears were streaming out of her eyes. "I'm sorry Mrs Gomez but there really isn't anything I could do. She'll wake up when she wants to." He said. "Well what if she doesn't want to?" Frankie asked. The doctor sighed and walked out.

"Fuck!" I yelled while punching the wall. "Austin!" Becky's mom screamed. I shook my head. "I'm ok." I mumbled.

I sighed and sat down. Why did this have to happen to her? Why?

"Do you think she's gonna ever wake up?" Alex, Becky's younger brother asked. "Becky's strong. She's a fighter. She'll over come this." Mr. Gomez said.

I stared at Becky.

"I hope she does." I mumbled.

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Next day.

I haven't left this hospital since I first got here. My mom would bring me clothes to change into when I finish showering in the shower rooms. I stared at Becky.

"Becky please wake up." I mumbled.

I squeezed her hand tightly. I felt squeeze back. I jumped up.

"Doctor!" I yelled.

Everyone came running in.

"Austin sweetie what's wrong?" Mrs. Gomez asked. "She moved. Her hand moved." I exclaimed. Her eyes widened. "Relax its probably just a reflex." Another doctor said. The same doctor who pisses me off. "Yea and this is also a reflex!" I growled at him, attempting to punch him, but the boys pulled me back. "Calm down!" Frankie said. I ignored them. I wanted to kill this doctor.

"Austin stop!"

Everyone froze. I stopped moving. I turned my head to the right. I saw her. She was sitting up staring at me with wide eyes. I blinked my eyes rapidly. My mind could just be playing with me.

"Becky?" I asked quietly. "Yea."

Relief flooded through my body.

"She's awake. Your awake!" I yelled running towards her.

I immediately captured her lips with mine and kissed her. She kissed me back. We pulled away.

"Becky you're awake." I said. She nodded. "Um can everyone gives us some privacy." My mom asked.

   Everyone left expect for the boys, Kendall, Becky's parents, and my mom.

"Becky what happened? What triggered you panic attack?" I asked. She sighed.

   Her eyes got watery. She looked like she didn't want to say anything to us at all.

"Becky please don't lie to us. To me. Please tell me what triggered it?" I asked.

   She sighed. She took a deep breath and then spoke.

"You."