Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing // Brusnop

My Chemical Romance

I blinked my eyes open, the bright light burning my eyes. I flinched at the pain that shot up my arm when I moved it. I took a deep breath and took in my surroundings. Nothing interesting. Just a dull, white room. A steady beeping ringing in my head. One look to the left caught my attention. Danny was sitting in a chair, his face stained with tears. I sat up a bit and he turned towards me, rushing to the bed.

He put his hands on the sides of my face.

"Benny, I'm so sorry. I-" I cut him off, pushing him off of me.

"S-Stay away from me Danny. I-I d-don't want you and I don't wants this fucking band." My voice cracked. These words hurt to come out. He pulled his hands away looking me in the eye.

"Ben.."

"JUST LEAVE!!!" I yelled as loud as my soft voice would let me. He backed up and turned around, walking through the door and closing it behind him. Tears poured down my face. He should have just left me on the bathroom floor. I kept thinking 'He never loved you. It was all just an act.' I got up from the bed, holding my bandaged arm. It hurt, but I didn't let it stop me from getting the hell out of here. I slipped on my black skinny jeans and sleeveless shirt I was wearing when I got her, however long ago that was. As I reached for the door handle, I thought about how what I said would have effected him. Eh, fuck it. He's probably back on the bus making out with Andy or something. A last tear fell to the floor as I pulled the door open. I limped down the hall, lightheaded, when a nurse stopped me.

"Benjamin Bruce?" She asked.

"Yeah.." I knew she was about to tell me to got back to my room.

"A guy named Danny Worsnop told me to give you this." She handed me a folded, crumbled piece of paper and walked away. I read it.

'Ben, I just want you to know that I really do love you. I made a mistake. Even if you never forgive me, just know Asking will never be the same without you mate. -Dsnop'

Couldn't even sign his full fuckin' name. I threw it in the trash, my hand shaking.

-Danny's P.O.V.-

I couldn't believe what Ben had just said to me. I know what I did was unforgivable. I played with his emotions. What shocked me most is what he said about the band. Asking is the most important thing to him and now It's over. I walked out of the room. I couldn't stand it anymore. This can't be happening. I wrote a quick note on a piece of paper and gave it to a nurse. I didn't make it too long or heartfelt because I knew he'd be back. This couldn't be the end. I hope.

-Ben's P.O.V.-