A Family Affair.

4.

Jaylin POV

I went to the beach with the girls, minus Keri and Zy. So it was just Micah, Mariah, Leena, and I.
"Leena, listen to me carefully. You can put your feet in the water. But don't walk. If I say you take one single step towards that water, you're getting a whooping and I'm taking you back to the house." Micah warned her curly headed daughter.
"Yes mommy." She said kissing her cheek before starting towards the water. Micah listened while watching Leena like a hawk.
"You're a mother so effortlessly. It's a beautiful thing." I told her.
"Thank you but it isn't all that easy." She said.
"I hear that."
"Do you ever feel like you're going to fail her?" Mariah asked and we both looked at her.

I know her and Caden had been trying but were unsuccessful I can only imagine the kind of stress she's under.
"Sometimes but I'll die trying. I live to make her life easier. That's what I'm here for. She shouldn't have to want for anything. And she won't." Micah explained.
We chatted until Zy and Cai, and then Keri joined us.
"Hello ladies." Zy said sitting on a lawn chair.
We all spoke. While Keri say quietly.
"What's wrong mi amor?" I asked.
"She thinks Xavier is cheating on her." Zy says. Keri glares at her.
"You can't be serious. That boy is in love with you. Why do you feel like that?" I asked.
"Because he got a few scratches on his back." Zy added.
"Damn Zy." Keri said.
"If you really feel that way. I'll ask Josaun and you can ask Britt to ask Tez, those are his bestfriends, if he is he'll tell one of them."
She nodded in agreement.

I hope he wasn't because she'd be absolutely devastated. They used to be so good together I don't know how they got so bad off.
"Anyways, whatever problems you got with mans leave it at the house. We don't need any drama at dinner tonight. There will be children around." Zy said. We all nodded.

I was ready to get home to my man.
But instead we took pictures.

***

I laid in the bed waiting for Josaun to get done talking to Xavier so he would come upstairs already. I had just got back from the beach, and wanted to spend time with him before dinner. It was only three in the afternoon but I still want to cuddle. Being in New York, we don't get quality time. So even though I was on a family trip I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.
So I shot him a text.
LOML💙🙌🏾💋👫
3:02 pm- Come upstairs papí. I miss you.

I laid in the bed and 10 minutes later Josaun walked in locking the door behind him.
"Wassup?" He said pulling his shirt off climbing in the bed with me. I snuggled up against his chest.
I looked up at him and pecked his lips.
"What all were you and Xavier talking about?"I asked.
"Nothing important." He said kissing my neck and sucking on it. I let a small moan slip my mouth.
"Baby, we shouldn't." I let out.
But he continued to kiss me neck letting his hands part my thighs.

I shut my eyes tightly trying to push the thoughts out.

If you don't like it, tell him stop Jaylin.
He'll do it.. Maybe.

He pushed my panties to the side and inserted two fingers inside of me.

"Kyle?" Is that you I asked through blurry vision. As I felt something between my legs.
"Yeah, you like that baby?" He asked shoving his fingers in me. But it wasn't pleasure, it hurt.

I tried to fight the thoughts hard. As Josaun massaged my clit. I knew he'd never hurt me but I just couldn't shake the thoughts.
He hovered over me sucking on my breast while I watched him stroke himself.

"You okay?" He asked feeling me tense up underneath him. But I didn't answer.

Not only was he on top of me but he was now forcefully inside of me too.

I squeezed my eyes shut.
"Kyle, stop you're hurting me." I said.
But when I opened my eyes I regretted those words, because I was looking into hurt eyes, eyes that would never hurt me and deceive me, yet I was comparing them to eyes that had forcefully taken my innocence.
"Josaun." I said as he climbed off of me. "I'm sorry." I said as he shook his head leaving out of the room.