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"Haven't seen you around here in a while." One of my old workers said as I blew smoke out my mouth. And I just simply shrugged. "How you doing Chase?" A girl asked sitting in my lap. She wasn't ugly just I know she's a hoe. She works at a trap house for a living. "I'm straight." I said not really wanting to entertain her.
"Let's go upstairs." She said taking my hand and leading me to a room upstairs. I didn't even stop her. She pulled my pants down and placed her hand on my bulge moving it up and down before placing her mouth on it. Like sucking and bobbing. I placed my hand on the back of her head and pushed myself deeper down her throat. I bit my lip to refrain from groaning. "Chase---" The door opened and there stood a worker with Zy. "Shit." I said pushing the girl off of me, as I went after Zy who was halfway out the house.
All types of thoughts were running through my head. My wife, my family.. All that's about to be gone. She opened her car door but I leaned against her closing it back. I placed my hands on her hips. "Get off of me!" She attempted to push them away but failed. "Just let me explain first." "Explain what!? The fact that I just walked in on my husband getting head from a random. You've been gone two weeks and this is the fucked up shit you've been doing while your daughter cries nonstop because she hasn't seen you!" She yelled with tears in her eyes as she pushed me off of her.
I did feel guilty. And I knew I probably wouldn't be able to fix it right now but I needed to. "Stop doing all that and let me talk to you." I said trying to touch her while she continued to push me away. "Talk." "I'm sorry." Was all I could say. She let out a chuckle. "Yeah you are sorry. Your shit will be packed when you come to the house." Now I was the one laughing. "Are you crazy girl? I'm the one who pays the bills in that house. I'll be damned if you think you about to put me out my own house." "You are so right. I'll leave." She said. "Zy." I started but she was getting in the car. "Oh yeah, and I want a divorce." She said backing out the driveway.
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I pulled up to my parents house and got out. Before I reached the top step the front door it swung up and Breane stood with her hand on her hip. "You are in trouble." She said smiling at me. "Get your ass in the house. And shut up talking to me. I'm grown." I said stepping into the house closing the door behind me. "You grown and stupid. How long have you and Zy been married?" My dad asked playing 2k. "Long enough." I said. "Yeah, and you mean to tell me that you thought it was okay to go get oral from another woman?" "I never said it was okay." I justified. "And how you know that anyways?" "She called your mother crying about how she hated you and wanted to leave you." Those words sunk in deep. "And I told her if that's what makes her happy then do it." My mom said entering the living room with her lips twisted up. "Why would you do that?" I snapped thinking about how Zy probably took that and is probably moving out as we speak. "I don't know who the hell you talking to like that. I told her that because if your dad cheated on me while we were married id leave his ass so why shouldn't she leave you?" "Because we have a child!?" I practically yelled. "Y'all have had a child for four years now. So does that change anything?" "Ma and if she does leave me? What about everything we've been through. We have a child. We lost a child. We've been through deaths and mental disorders everything else we can make it through this." "You're telling me but you need to be telling her." She said nodding towards the door where someone was knocking.
I went to open it to find Zy and Cai. "Daddy!" Cai yelled jumping into my arms from her moms. "Hey daddy's baby." I said kissing her forehead. Zy pushed past me.
"I didn't know he'd be here. How come you didn't tell me?" Zy asked my mom. "He just showed up. Had I known he was coming over I wouldn't have told you to come." My mom explained.
Are they really discussing me like I'm not standing right here. "Papa, I play too!" Cai asked wanting to get down. I placed her on her feet. And followed Zy as she walked into the kitchen. I took her hand and led her to a room close by. "Don't touch me." She said trying to move my hand. I closed to door and locked it.
I laid her down on the bed and hovered over her. Kissing and sucking on her neck. "I'm sorry. But you can't leave." I said between kisses. "Get.. off." She said pushing at my body. "Zy please." "You thought you were going to just have sex with me and that would fix everything?" She asked sliding from underneath me. "I mean yeah I don't know what else to do. You throwing around divorce like that's something to play with." "I'm not throwing it around. I'm serious." She said sitting on the bed. "Why Zyiare?" "Because I'm tired of you. Lately you haven't been acting like someone who wants to be married." "Well I do. If I didn't you'd know it." "I don't know anything anymore." "You know I love you." I said kissing her. "And that id do anything to make things right between us." I kissed her again. "All you gotta do is tell me what." I said kissing her again.
She pulled away and looked me directly in my eyes. "I want to go to counseling." She said quickly. Like she'd given this a lot of thought. But I hated talking to people about my problems, so i just didn't feel that was going to happen.
