Passion

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SMUT WARNING!!
(I never done a smut warning before on this but I feel the need to now,at the end I will put a TL;DR to summarize what happened for ppl not to lose the narrative; Also at some point there will be a backstory how they first found their love,which will be in bold)

Without a second warning,Zewu Jun reciprocated the kiss he received from the shorter one,breaking that kiss only to give him a dozen more. His hands were all over the man he loved,one of him wrapped about the other's back as the other arm was placed on the back of Yao's head as they kept kissing. Everything in the world seemed to quiet down in that moment except for their wills,for the lust and need they had for eachother and what they felt before,and even though many would have looked down upon it,good Guanyin did they love to make out.
"Can I?" Shi Yao asked shyly,hinting about the robe the other wore as to take it off,and without a word,with just a nod,he got his approval,slowly taking off the robe and revealing the thinner robe he bore under,which he was soon going to also remove. Their lips tangled into kisses and,even though they weren't the best at it,they kissed like two hungry men who yearned for years. Because they did.

They could remember the first time they saw eachother,when Yao was still a right hand to the Red Blade Master and when he was the one to hand the clan's offering to Zewu Jun. They both could remember how their hands slightly brushed against each other only for a moment and the fact that they looked into eachother's eyes a second too long,a moment too intense.
Yao could remember more clearly than that the moment he fell inlove with the man who was now sharing so much love,too many kisses in comparison to their hands which didn't know then how to find their place..In the day when he realised of his feelings,he thought that he was going to pass,as Nie Mingjue almost cut him into pieces with his blade and was seconds away from ending him when he appeared. With his white robe,with his calm demeanor,when he stood infront of him and protected him like they were friends of a lifetime,that is when he knew that he cared about him..that is when he felt his heart ache the first time at his touch truly.

The two took a break to breathe,looking at eachother. Both of their cheeks were flushed and their eyes had a mix of need and love stirring though them,which made both of them smile. Thoughts were flooding their minds,thought of how they reached this point,questioning of their very love and what relationship will they have,friends or lovers or a in-between,but mostly the question was:what to do next? For a moment it seemed like neither had any idea,that until Yao took off his outer robe and opened his inner robe,revealing his chest with the still lingering cut in it from when he was hurt three months ago,deep enough to leave a mark and enough on the surface to not bring everlasting trauma or death at the worst. Xichen looked at the man infront of him,admiring him and beyond the cut seeing some half-faded love marks,thing which made his bulge to grow a little harder,just like every kiss or whisper had done. And then he himself followed,unfastening his robe and revealing his beautiful body,along with the purple marks under the robe left not so many hours ago.
"Should I stop leaving marks on you,Er ge? I do not mind either way,I simply ask cause I do not want the marks to bother you or you to feel ashamed of it" Shi Yao asked with his forever dimpled smile,and Xichen smiled back. Although he did love marks,he felt that marks on his neck and chest were a little..too easy to see.
"It would be prefferable if you could refrain from giving me marks on my neck or anywhere visible,I do not want other people to see them as much." Xichen said with a calm voice and then Yao's mood changed,not in a negative way but more like lightbulb appeared in his mind and he smirked. "God he's beautiful and so fox-looking when he does that" the taller one told himself internally. Yao got close to him again and then started to kiss the taller man from the neck and to bite slightly but not enough to leave marks,going lower and lower with his kisses until he reached his happy trail,his short black hair leading into his pants,looking up to Xichen once again.

"Do you want me to do something or are you not yet prepared,Er ge?" Yao asked softly. No matter how he himself felt or how much he wanted it,he must ask first since he didn't want Lan Xichen to feel uncomfortable or after that say what he did was unconsentual or defying his wishes.
"You can do..what you want" Xichen said and then patted the shorter one's head before Shi Yao also removed the undergarment pants,then started to kiss the area with a smirk,not going towards the very bulge.Yet. Sprinkling kisses and bites around that area,Yao left about two or three love bites in that area which could easily be excused as small bruises which happened during hunting if being asked and which will be nearly impossible to see unless Xichen was bathing or naked in any possible case.
Xichen moaned at the feeling of those kisses and bites,feeling his legs tense and trying to close them but Yao kept patting him and telling him to keep then the way they are,reassuring that he will not hurt him in any way.

Finally,Yao gave up at the kisses and went back to Zewu Jun's lips,giving him a kiss on the lips before going down again and taking the other's bulge into his hand and then into his mouth,bobbing his head up and down slowly. It was his first time doing that,it was certain,but slowly he caught the movement and,refraining from his instinct which told him to gag,he continued as he heard soft moans from the other man. He kept changing the momentum,going slow and then a little faster and then slow again,trying to see how Xichen liked it and then remained at that rhytm for a while.
"You can stop" Xichen said,feeling like he was close,and as he asked Yao stopped,kissing his lips once again in the meantime. Even though he was close and another minute of doing that could make him finish,Xichen did not want to finish like that..he wasn't prepared. Not yet.

After that,Yao gave him another dozen kisses on the nose,cheeks and lips which left Xichen a little bit perplexed."Doesn't he want anything from me,for me to return the favor in any way?". Xichen looked at the man who was now resting in his arms and decided to say nothing,dragging his pants back up and staying dressed only with his pants and his now almost off robe,cuddling with the man he loved in silence.

"Thank you" Xichen said.
"For what? For giving you a..?"
"No,A-Yao..For caring about me,first,and for loving me. And yes,thank you for that too,I believe it was the first one I ever received"
"It was the first one I ever gave someone,and I am glad..Not to sound weird but you deserved it."
Xichen chuckled at the affirmation and the gave Shi Yao another kiss on the lips,before getting up and dressing up again. After all,those plates which were still on the table and now completely cold were not going to clean themselves,and so after he dressed he took them and went off the door,leaving the one he loved behind.

"Good old Er ge,the same man as always.. This is probably why I love him" Yao affirmed and smiled,laying on his low matress with a smile.

"This is probably why I love him"

TL;DR: The two did some stuff together and after that Xichen took the plates of food which were cold and went to toss them away (the left food),leaving Yao chuckling.

And the days which followed were all like this.

(The story ends here cause I am fucking bored and I keep forgetting ts exists)

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