*EDITING* Thanks For The Memories (Peterick FanFic)

Where Did The Party Go

Please read at your own risk, and stay safe my loves.

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-PETE'S POV-

When I woke up, I immediately got in the shower. I haven't showered in a few days and I felt gross. I did my hair, put on some clothes, and ate some breakfast.

I got back in bed, because I still had time until Mikey's party started. I checked my phone, which oddly had more texts than the usual.

Unknown Number: hey, it's gerard. the party starts at 9pm.

I added Gerard as a contact.

Me: alright I'll be there.

I had a text from Patrick, which was normal.

Pattycakes: hey petey I hope you slept well :)

Me: I did and I hope you slept well too

I had a text from Ryan.

Ryro: hey man. Brendon told me to tell you that Patrick is over the fact that you kissed Mikey. He never stays mad at anyone.

Me: alright thanks

And a text from Alex.

#1 Hoe: yo, how's jack?? He's staying at Patricks and they won't tell me anything.. I'm kinda hoping they told you about him.

Me: no they didn't, sorry.

I laughed at Alex's contact name. He's the one who added himself as that.

A text from Jack.

Babe: hey don't tell Alex about me alright? I'm still pissed off at him.

Why did he put his contact name as 'Babe'?? I'm changing it to Jack again.

Me: okay and why is your contact name babe????

I usually woke up to one or two texts..

I don't know what I'm going to do until the party starts. It's Saturday, so that means Patrick wouldn't be in school. This also meant that he would wake up late.

"Peter," My mom said. I cringed every time she called me that.

"Please mom, don't call me that." I sighed.

"Pete? Peter Lew-" My mom started to say.

"Pete." I said. "Please call me Pete. Not Peter..."

"Okay, Pete. Anyway.." She replied. "Are you okay, though? I feel like you're acting different."

Was I??

"Yeah, I'm okay." I said. "I just.. miss someone a lot, that's all."

"Oh," She nodded. "That boy?"

"Patrick, yes.." I responded. I thought about Patrick.

I remembered when I upset him when I kissed Jack... when he agreed to play 7 Minutes In Heaven and I was surprised... When I went to his house the first time and tried to act as casual as possible, but I fell for him so hard. I feel like I'll never get over him if anything happens between us. I hope nothing happens that makes us break up. Although, with me being stupid and screwing up a lot, he might eventually give up on me. I wouldn't be surprised.

I hated myself. I never understood why Patrick loved me. I don't know why he's dating someone like me when he deserves better.

I must have been thinking for a while, because when my phone went off it showed the time. 10am.