Sparks Fly (Taime Perrciado)

Colorful Tears

Jaime's POV:

"Do you know any places that he likes to hang out?" Mike asked. I thought about it for a second, really the only place that we hung out at were at my house and his house. I just had to think harder.

"OH he likes mountain biking!" I said, almost like I had just solved all of our problems.

"So what are we supposed to do? Look for him at every fucking mountain in the world?" Mike asked, immediately shutting me down.

"I'm just trying to find my best friend.." I mumbled, wanting to break down. I just wanted to find Tony, I needed to find Tony.

"Well, is there any certain Mountain place that he liked, or showed you?" Vic asked, seeing how down I was. 

Then it hit me. Last year, for Tone's birthday, I threw him a big surprise party. Me, being an idiot forgot about his social anxiety and accidentally gave him a panic attack. We ended up leaving the party and walking up the small "Mountain," and it was the perfect day. We watched the sunset together, and we ended up talking through the night. 

"You still in there Jaime?" Vic questioned, snapping his fingers in my face.  

"I know where Tony is."

"Okay then where is he?" Mike asked.

"Well, I mean, I don't exactly know where he is, but I do know how to get there."After I said that the Fuentes brothers both gave me a look like I was crazy, but I just started walking, and they followed.

It took about twenty minutes to get to the small mountain itself, and we were all exhausted. "Are we almost there?" Vic asked, exhausted. 

"You two can stay, I'll talk to Tony myself." I told them, not even knowing if Tony was really up there. It was starting to get dark, and I didn't want to walk up a dark mountain, alone.I ended up jogging up it, and by the time I got to the top I was a sweaty mess. "Tony! Please tell me that you're up here!" I practically screamed into the sky. The sun was starting to go down, and the watercolor sky was breathless. I saw someone's silhouette sitting on the rocks. "Tony, Tone is that you?" I asked, walking up behind the figure.

"What do you want Jaime?" He shot at me. I could tell that he had been crying. He used his sleeve to wipe away some of his tears.

"Tony,please I just want to talk to you." I begged him. I sat down next to him and he was purposely avoiding eye contact. "Why did you quit the band?" I asked, not wanting to stall anymore time.

"You don't need to worry about me, I'm fine Jaime."

I stood up. "Fine Tony, just fucking fine. Why on earth would you ever want someone to worry about you! It's not like I'm not LOVE with you or anything! God FUCKING FORBID THAT SOMEONE WANTS TO BE THERE FOR YOU AND NEVER LET YOU FEEL DOWN! Ma-maybe I should just keep my emotions to myself and just leave you alone..." By the time I finished my rant Tony was looking in my eyes and he was crying, I was sobbing. Tony stood up and engulfed me in a hug.

"I'm so so so so so sorry." He whispered over and over. I could feel his tears landing on my shoulder. I never wanted to let him go.

"I fucking love you..." I told him in between sobs.

"Jaime... I- I can't" He told me, breaking the hug.

"What are you talking about?" It seemed like as soon as things started to get better they went downhill, and fast.

"You and the band, It would just be too much for me to handle all at once, I need to commit myself to music, or a relationship... I-I just can't to both." I had no clue how to respond to what Tony had said. I just stood there and looked and him. 

"And you chose music..."

"Jaime, please understand."

"Then why did you quit the band?"

"I felt like it would be too weird(to live too rare to die ayyyy lmao)"

"No, Tony, you don't have to give up your dreams because of me, we can still be fr-friends." I had to nearly choke the word friend out of me. I wanted to vomit, I never knew that emotions could make me sick to my stomach. I just wanted to be with Tony, and I thought that he did too.

"You're my best friend, can we please keep it that way?" When Tony said that I could see the hurt in his eyes. He still liked me, I knew it.

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Sorry this chapter is so short, I felt like if it was longer it would take away from the emotional value and such

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