Jason McCann Imagines

15. Lonely. (Sad)

You walked to the nearest star bucks, feeling down since you haven't seen Matt, your boyfriend. He walked out on you, for no reason, you didn't even know what you had done. He changed his number and every time you go to his house he ''isn't in''. 

You've even gone to his closest friends, Jay and Freddie to see if he's ok and they told you to let him go and forget about him. You sighed clutching your jacket closer to you with your headphones in. You looked up a few seconds away from entering the place and saw Matt. 

You smiled and went to talk to him until you saw a girl walk out behind him. You felt your heart break as he twirled her around and kissed her as she walked out the shop. Your chest clenched at the side and you was going to turn around and go home but why should you? 

Why should you ignore him? When you lost everything for him? You even lost Jason, because Matt twisted things with him. You ran up to him and slapped him, "How dare you!" You screamed and started hitting him anywhere you could get. 

Until you felt yourself being pulled away from him. "Matt! Baby!" The girl called for him and you felt yourself get so angry. "Good luck with him. He'll only cause problems for you." The person that was holding you was Jay. You gasped and kicked him in his shin. "F*ck you Jay!" He groaned as he held his knee and you walked away quickly. 

You grabbed your phone and rang Jason. He didn't answer so you put the phone down and decided to go to his. As soon as you got there you knocked until he answered. "Okay! Okay! What in the he-" You cut him off with a massive hug. 

"I'm so sorry, I was stupid to have listened to him over you. Jason you was and will always be my best friend. I love you, i'm so sorry. I know i've done wrong, believing him in everything. I was just blinded and i'm so sorry." You said, bursting into tears at the end of it. "I want you back Jase, I want my best friend back." 

You heard him sigh and he pulled you into the hug more tighter to him, wrapping his arms around your waist. "You have a lot of making up to do." He closed the door and brought me inside. "What did he do?" You just grabbed your hair in my hands as you faced the floor.

"I thought he was going to be different then George. He really wasn't. Why do I always fall for guys like him. I swear I'm just attracted to them." You chuckled pausing, trying to make myself happier by laughing, but you was just making everything worse by bottling everything up.

"He just left me, one day. For no reason and never came back. I even asked Jay and Freddie if he was ok and they told me to just forget about him, only now do I wish I had listened. I went to his house multiple times to see what I had done but he wasn't in, apparently. He even frickin' changed his number, I mean who does that?" 

He shook his head, "You don't need him, Y/N. Trust me. You don't need a guy like that. You need someone, who can take care of you and treat you like a princess. You need someone who loves you and won't use for anything. You need someone for you and-" He was cut off by the buzzer in the kitchen. He sighed looking upset.

"Food?" You grinned and nodded. "Please." He smiled brightly along with me. He came back and we ate the food together. "I'm so happy I have you back Jason." He sighed. "Listen, Y/N." He put his plate of food down on the table and faced you. You put your food down, hesitantly because you knew it was serious, and turned to him. 

"I need to tell you something. Ever since we was about 14, I've always had a small crush on you." You smiled slightly, blushing a little. "And from around 16 I fell," he sighed and you looked at him, your smile dropping. "I fell in love with-" 

"Me?" Your eyes widened and you shook you head standing up. "No, Jason. You can't say that to me. You can't do this right now." You grabbed your head as everything just spun. Your best friend of 14 years was telling you this. He stood up and grabbed your face, kissing you. You gasped and tried to push him away but he kept hold of you squeezing his eyes shut. 

"Please." He mumbled and you sighed, you went closer to him and rest your forehead on his. "Jase, we can't ruin things and we both know we aren't good for each other. It'll take everything away from us-"

"I'm willing to take that risk." He cut you off. You locked eyes and then sighed. Of course you'd had a crush on Jason for a while but who doesn't? He was perfect, anything a girl could dream of, but you couldn't go anywhere with it because you were scared. You shook your head and grabbed his hands, pulling them away from your waist. "We can't." 

When you walked out of Jason's flat, you knew you couldn't turn back. So you walked home, feeling empty and broken as you collapsed on your living room floor when you got in.

You'd lost everything and it's all because of one person. You.