Jason McCann Imagines

29. Trust. (Random/Cute/Sad)

You and Jason were doing basic protection training together. You didn't get along at all, but have known each other since you were younger. He held up the gloves and shoved them at you, one of them hitting you in the face. You gasped and threw the pads to him, him laughing. "Asshole." You muttered under your breathe.

"Huh what was that?" He swung at you with the gloves on, to distract you but you ducked and came back up, hitting him in the gut. "Watch out Jason, wouldn't want me hitting your precious face." You mimicked him smirking. He glared at you clenching his jaw. 

"Bitch." He said as you started hitting him and him hitting you back. This was your normal you and Jason's training day. Hating each other. He got you pinned down to the floor and laughed in triumph, you squirmed underneath him and tried to get out. "Hey, stop!" 

"What are you gonna do if it's a heavier guy then me." You was on your front, he'd pinned your arms to the floor, with the gloves still on. He let your hands go and slipped the gloves off. It gave you time to quickly flip him over and straddle his lap whilst grabbing a gun and putting it to his neck. He stared at you, stunned. He obviously wasn't expecting it. "Bang." You whispered and glared, getting up from him.

He got up straight after and walked behind me, grabbing my waist. "Oh baby me and you both know that if I was dead, you wouldn't be able to live without me." You scoffed and shoved him off of you, walking away, ignoring him. 

You was done with people playing you about, so you just ignored people that tried talking to you, you didn't even trust your sister, she was close to Jason, she could tell him anything or your weakness'. The voices in your head were screaming random horrible things at you so you went to bed and waited for everyone else to before you could go downstairs.

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You walk downstairs and grabbed a glass of water, you had insomnia so you had to be active throughout the night. Your ex boyfriend Carson helped you out before he cheated on you, the day after you'd opened up everything to him. You clenched the glass in your hand, yawning but you were wide awake. You put the glass down angrily in the sink and went out to the back garden, where everyone was before they went to bed and you started cleaning and throwing everything away.

You had your earphones in so after you'd cleaned up you sat outside with your feet in the water, your legs dipped in half way. You couldn't swim either but you loved the feeling of water on you, it was comforting to you. You slipped into the shallow bit where your feet just about touched the water, taking your now wet clothes off and crossed your arms, leaning on the side, looking out to the beautiful view before everything suddenly faded into darkness.

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"Y/N!Y/N!" You heard a voice shout you as you felt a horrible feeling through your throat and someone pressing on your chest as you coughed, you turned on your side as something came out of your mouth. You woke up with a shock and quickly sat up. Jason and your sister was sat there looking worried at you. Your sister looking ashamed because she was looking down sympathetically, when she looked at you, you shook your head. In other words, don't say a thing.

You stood up and spoke, "I'm fine." You put the expressionless face on that you had on every day, since that day. Jason wasn't even worried about you, you glared at him as he was staring at your sister confused. He was probably trying to impress her. Idiot. You shook your head and walked inside, shivering, hugging your curvy body. The water was freezing on your body, your bun still in tact, but wet, causing the cold on your head.

You walked up to your room, not remembering anything of you falling asleep in the water last night. You was pissed off that your sister was there with Jason. Why couldn't she have been there alone? You got a shower and got ready, going down in time for breakfast, everyone was down there mumbling and groaning that they had to get up so early.

You avoided Jason's gaze, that he was trying to catch you in. You sat at the table and ate half an apple, you weren't really that much of a big eater since the day you were born, especially not for breakfast. You got up and walked into the kitchen, chucking the rest of the apple in the bin. 

"You going to tell me what happened?" Jason was leaned on the door frame. You sighed and turned to face him, getting your phone with your earphones wrapped around it and put them in, throwing a fake smile to Jason as you ignored him. He clenched his jaw once again and walked over to you, picking you up and putting you on the counter, you gasped as he ripped out your earphones and placed your phone in his back pocket. 

 "I care ok. I fucking care. I like you Y/N and I don't want to lose you. I've liked you for such a fucking long time, ever since you got with that dick, Carl or something." You were going to point out that that wasn't his name, but he pressed a finger to your lips, which you widened your eyes too. "I'm just going to come out and say it. I don't just like you Y/N i really really lo-"

"Yo Jas- Woahh." In walked Pete and you pushed Jason away as fast as lightening and jumped off the counter quickly running and putting your shoes on. You grabbed your car keys from out of your pocket, ran outside and unlocked the car, getting inside it, before Jason could finish what he was going to say.

Your car wouldn't start. What a coincidence. You sighed and all of a sudden you put your head on your steering wheel and burst into tears. All the emotion you had been keeping in these past years, you've finally let out. You weren't going to let another boy in and trust him, for him only to hurt you again. You knew how many girls Jason slept with the past few years. You wiped your tears and told yourself to get a grip. Your passenger door opened and in came Jason. 

You widened your eyes and wiped them quick. "Get out Jason, I don't care what you have to say. I dont give a fuck and I certainly don't feel the same way. Your a fucking horrible actor. Get the fuck out I never want to see you again." You said, sniffing and breathing out through your mouth. 

"It's true. Y/N I've been wanting to tell you for ages, you can trust me, you may not know that yet but you will find out for yourself that you can. I'm not like him, not every boy is like him. You can't live life thinking that every boy you meet is going to cheat on you. I love you, you don't understand how much and how long for." You shook your head and put your hands over your ears. "Stop." He grabbed your face and brought his lips to yours. 

You squirmed and tried to get him away from you. He kept you there and after a while you gave up and kissed him back. He lifted you on top of him and continued kissing you. You broke apart from him. He rubbed the tears away from your face as he cupped your cheeks. You wrapped your hands around his neck and leant your foreheads together, keeping your eyes closed. You shook your head and got off of him. "We can't do this Jason. I know your not in love with me. Your just in love with the feeling." And you got out the car and started walking to somewhere to get away from here.

A/N- If you got that little reference to Justin Bieber's song then you are dedicated af. Love you all, stay beautiful<3