I Love You #mashley

You and Me

~ Ashley's POV ~

It's been like 45 minutes since we left Arcadiacon. But that meant that it still was 4h 15min left. Ugh..
And Mitch and I hadn't said a word to each other.
"So.." Mitch and I said at the same time. We looked at each other and I giggled.
"You begin" We said at the same time again. This time I laughed.
"You start" I said smiling. Mitch took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry about last night. I shouldn't have asked. I should've known that it was an emotional subject. I'm so sorry, Ash"
I smiled at him because I knew that he didn't have to apologize because it was all my fault.
"You don't have to apologize.." I began but he said: "Yes, I do"
"No you don't, but I accept it.." I said smiling.
"I should've told you. It was wrong to get angry at you. I guess he still has me hurted.." I said and my smile disappeared. I felt Mitch's hand on me and he looked at me saying:
"I'll always be here for you"
"I know" I said giving him a kiss on his cheek.
"Let me tell you the whole story, ok?" I asked and he nodded.
"Well, it was a few years ago. I was at school and..."

When I had told him the whole story about Lucas, my depression and yeah, everything, he just smiled.
"What are you smiling at?" I asked.
"You've had a crush on my for like two years?" He asked. I blushed. Maybe I could've left that part out..
He saw me blushing and said: "I Love you"
"I Love you too" I said back giggling.

We finally came back home. Home.. I called it home. Not Jerome and Mitch's house. Home.. I tasted the word. I sighed smiling and walked hand in hand with Mitch. It was like 10pm but everyone was exhausted. Belive me, it's fun to meet fans and so. But it really is exhausting. Ryan and Kayla stayed over and slept on the floor on a madress. Mitch fell asleep right a way but I still needed to change to pajamas. I walked into Tara's room and found her sleeping with Lachlan. I smiled and took my pajamas and walked out.
Were they dating now or..?

The next day Jerome and Mitch left earlier then the others, just as yesterday. But this time I came with them. They sat in the frontseat and I in the back because I wanted to sleep. I was still pretty tired.

I woke up by Mitch and Jerome talking but didn't open my eyes. Instead I just listened to their conversation.
J: You really do love her?
M: Yeah, of course!
J: Then what's on your mind? Didn't you guys talk about all the Lucas stuff yesterday?
M: Yes, but I can't get it off my mind. And it looks like neither can Ashley.
J: But she has you now. And you would never cheat on her on purpose!
M: No, never! I'm just afraid that she hasn't forgotten him.. Almost like she still has feelings for him.
J: Have you seen the way she looks at you?! Biggums, the only one she has feelings for is you!
M: What if I ain't good enough for her?

I didn't want the conversation to continue so I fake stired.
"Someone's awake!" Jerome said loudly.
"Morning, beautiful" Mitch said. I smiled.
"When are we getting there?" I asked and pretended to be tired. I then realised that I sounded like a little kid in a car trip.
"Soon, didn't you bring your dolls to play with?" Jerome teased.
"Ha, Ha" I said sarcastically and that made Mitch laugh.
"Half an hour" Mitch said after he was done laughing.

We arrived at 11am, there was around 100 people there. Not to many. We got inside whitout anyone noticing us. We went backstage when suddenly Jerome got a phone call and walked away. Now it just was just me and Mitch alone.
"It's just you and me then.." I smirked. He smiled back saying: "Just you and me.."
He took my hips pulling me closer to him. I put my arms round his neck. Then we kissed.

"OMG" Someone said that made us pull away from each other. It was a teenage boy standing there, a fan.
"I couldn't belive it when I saw the picture that Jerome put out but now when I see it. I belive it" He said.
Mitch and I just smiled. But my smile went away when I heard what he said next.
"You're actually dating that whore?!" I felt hurt. Hate comments were one thing, but when someone told me that face-to-face it really hurted.
"What did you say?" Mitch asked a bit angry.
"You could get so much better than that slut" He just continued. I felt myself tear up and ran away.

I sat in the ladys room, crying. The door was locked and I heard Mitch from the other side.
"Ash, I'm so sorry for what happend. Some fans can't accept it" He said through the door.
"It's not your fault, leave me alone" I got out of me and burried my face in my hands again.
"Please, let me in. Let me hug you" Mitch begged.
"I need to be alone" I almost yelled back crying.
"Ash.." He said but I cut him off. "Just..leave.. Please!"

I heard him sigh, it was a sad sigh. I almost regretted it for not letting him in but I needed to be alone. I needed to feel the pain.

Hours and hours past by but I finally got up. My makeup was totally ruined so I tried to fix it as best as I could. I walked out with a fake smile and met..
"Louise?" I asked suprised. It was Jerome's girlfriend and one of my best friends.
"Ashley?" She asked happy.
"What..what do.. Where?" I asked confuesed.
"I came her to suprise Jerome. But what've happend? You've been crying" She asked.
And I couldn't hold the tears back and just hugged her while telling her everything.

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