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hi! I AM ALIVE AND ALSO REALLY SORRY!!! also this is me btw ^
y'all, early 20s is a nightmare and a dream. my life has been topsy turvy recently! i graduated college, finished an internship, and am currently in the middle of moving. i am SO SORRY for the lack of updates (and communication in general) -- i have multiple drafts just sitting and waiting to be written, edited, and uploaded.
i consider myself a creative person, and like shayne talked about in his perfectionism video, i struggle with that as well. some days i find it really hard to read what i've written and i don't even want to log back in LOL but other days i have ideas flowing out of me. in both cases, i struggle to find the words to express what i want to write, and it takes me a while!
sometimes i do not like what i have already written and published, but then i realize, that's this story! there are other stories in my head that i would love to tell at some point...
these next few months of my life are currently a big question mark, but knowing that i can come on here and write and people are RECEPTIVE to it?? that's just crazy and i am really glad to know that. i never thought i would have 20,000 reads (genuinely what the fuck)... i have been on wattpad and a fan of smosh for over 10 years yet i have never published a story until now, so this is really cathartic and i am really grateful.
anyway, you did not come here to read my autobiography, but i just wanted to let you all know what is happening. i said i would never forget this story and i haven't! there is just a little unplanned hiatus happening but i am hoping to get at least two parts out this month. i can't guarantee the length but they will definitely exist.
thank you so much for reading and caring. if anybody is struggling with anything, i am always open to chat! i will also do my best to respond to comments because that is truly the best part of all of this :D
see you soon!!! SO SORRY AGAIN AND ALSO SORRY IF YOU THOUGHT THIS WAS AN UPDATE
