Phil.. The name tasted like honey in Dan's mouth as he said it to himself, shakily taking out his notepad, Dan wrote down 'Hi my name is Dan, Nice to meet you Phil' showing to the the boy next to him.
Giving him a small smile before turning back to the art teacher, who seemed nice. Dan soon zoned out the class disappearing and the dark place he called his mind started to take over his sight, he sighed words and bad memories started to appear making Dan crawl even further into his own mind but he was shaken out of his dark mind as someone placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Daniel.. You and Philip are in a project together," The art teacher said to Dan looking at him with Dan would describe as care. A teacher cared for him this was a rare feeling to Dan, this feeling of care was soon gone as the two of them heard a sigh coming from Phil Dan looked at him scared that Phil might hit him for having to partner with him.
Dan was used to working alone as nobody in his old school would want to work with him, he heard a 'whoop' from Jess and Sylvie looking over to them he saw that had been placed together, he giggled at their happiness. Dan looked at the whiteboard where what they were supposed to be doing, it said 'Catch one picture on paper on something that describes the two of you together' One idea already popped up in his head to sketch out the word 'Phan in shadows' but as he turned around to write down his head he saw that Phil was no longer there.
Dan looked around trying to spot his partner but he was no where to be found, Dan sighed turning back to his table taking out his pens grabbing a paper straing to sketch out a small boy sitting in the corner head down and darkness, Dan sighed as he drew the the outline of the boy sitting pressed against a corner when he heard from behind him.
"Sorry I was called to the office" Phil said as he sat down next to Dan looking at when he was drawing, he gave Phil a weak smile before going back to what he was drawing, he felt Phil's eyes in the back of his neck as he finished the boy, he looked at him and what saw surprised him Phil was staring at his drawing in utter shock. Dan scribbled down on his notepad that was next to him 'What are you looking at Philip?' He gave the notepad to Phil before going back to the smaller things on the boy that was bugging him
"You."
Phil continued to stare at Dan amazed by Dan's fast sketching. Dan gave him a look of confusion, before Phil spoke again.
"Why don't you talk Dan," Phil said with a tone that had a hint of sadness. Dan sighed grabbing his notepad starting to write down 'I don't speak because a faggot like myself should not open his mouth, I'm a sin' (a/n that hurt to write ;-;) Dan gave Phil the notepad finishing his sketch before he felt a hand on his shoulder and Phil said, "Don't say that, you seem like a lovely guy I'm gonna get some words out of you and that's finale."
Phil forced Dan to look at him. Dan looked at him tears in his eyes, trying to say no but all he did was sigh and let a few small tears fall. Dan felt Phil's hand leave his shoulder and his footsteps leave and he then heard the sounds of whispering voices sounding like Jess and Sylvie and what he could only believe was Phil.
"What the fuck Phil, What did you do?" Jess whisper yelled at Phil.
"I tried to be nice," Phil said sadness lurking in his eyes trying to contain his own tears.
"How by making him feel uncomfortable?" Sylvie asked surprising Dan as she seems like the quiet type of person.
"No by making him know that he can talk to me when he feels like it," Phil muttered in defeat.
"You idiot," Jess said before turning back to the sketch she and Sylvie were doing.
"Sorry," Phil muttered before turning his feet towards his and Dan's table, with heavy feet.
"I'm sorry Dan, I should not have asked that," Phil said voice heavy with guilt, Dan grabbed his notepad writing down 'Its okay Phil' Giving the notepad to Phil before finishing the sketch and signing it with his name and Phil's name.
Dan gave the teacher 'their' work and he walked away towards his locker to try to get some space to breath, there was only one thing going through Dan's head at this point You bloody Idiot look what you did. Dan took a big breath grabbing his backpack taking out his pencil case grabbing his pencil sharpener, Dan closed the locker door key, phone, headphones and the blade from the pencil sharpener.
Dan began to walk towards the men bathroom, adrenaline pumping through his veins he plugged his headphones into his phone and the buds he placed in his ear he hit play on what ever song he had left it on. The beat and Matthew Bellamy's voice began to fill his hearing, the song that was playing was Dead inside, Dan looked around himself before opening the door to the heaven of relief, or what others would call a bathroom stall.
Dan took a deep breath before locking the stall door, taking out the small blade running it along his arms as the one line came on, 'You've taught me to lie.' Small lines formed with small droplets of blood started to appear on his porcelain like skin. Dan felt a happiness that he had missed flow through him as all the problems he was carrying with him was oozing out of his arm. Dan sighed leaning up against the wall of the stall. He heard the door open and a pair of feet run in and heavy breathing fills the room.
"DAN!" Dan heard Jess call, why was she in here Dan asked himself before passing out.
A/N
SORRY!
Todays question; Will Dan survive?
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Phan || Put On Mute {BoyxBoy}
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