Phan || Put On Mute {BoyxBoy}

Chapter 12 || He broke

Dan sat staring at the plate in front of him, Phil was sat right next to him trying to get him to eat what was on the plate. It had now been almost a month since the accident and it had broken Dan's mind in half. On one side he was like 'It was only just a time in my life' but the other half of him was saying 'it was all your fault' Phil poked his friend making him jump. Dan turned around and looked at his friend fear hidden behind his protected eyes, they used to be a warm brown tone but now they were more like a dull grey.

Phil missed the younger boys eye as he used to be able to lose himself in them, now they just shut him out. Dan looked down again, poking around at his food. Phil looked around the lunchroom spotting Jess who seemed to be flirting with a girl. A small smile crept onto his face as his friends were all happy. But he was far from happy. The one person he cared for was breaking and he couldn't help it. He felt.. Useless and he didn't like it. A snap brought him out of the deep dark sea that was his mind at the moment.

Phil looked up to see Sylvie a hand placed on her hip and a stern look on her face. A second later his cheek was in pain and Sylvie was pulling her hand away "Get it together Phil, You fucking saved him. He just needs time" She growled at him, slapping him again before walking back to a girl standing by the entrance. This girl had big geek like glasses, gray shorts and a blue oversized top. She looked rather nice, her hair was cut into an emo fringe the rest was just as short boy like cut. Phil shook his head trying to clear his mind, Dan looked at Phil grabbing his hand. A small gasp left Phil's mouth as that was the first real sign that he hadn't lost Dan he was still there he just needed time. Phil smiles softly at the boy sitting next to him. Dan stood up dragging Phil with him as he threw his lunch away only a few bites had been taken of it.

A small pout appeared on Phil's face as he saw the amount of food Dan had eaten, the boy was skinny enough as it was but it came to Phil's mind that he had been without food for a few weeks it was going to take him a while before he got back to his normal eating habits. Phil walked towards his locker, but soon enough he found himself being pushed against the wall, Dan right in front of him their lips very close. A blush crept onto Phil's face as he started to lean in.

Then it happened, their lips meet in a slow and loving matter, Phil hand tangles with the younger boy's hair, tugging him closer. Dan's arms when around his waist as the kiss grew more passionate as Dan's hand traveled down Phil's chest. The two boys soon pulled away, out of breath and blushes. Dan leaned his forehead against Phil's his mouth in an 'o' shape as small breaths came out of his mouth. Phil smiles softly at the boy holding him a small surprised gasp left his mouth as the younger boy leaned forward and whispered in his ear "I really like you Phil" Phil bit his lip as he whispered back to the boy "Ditto Dan" Phil pulled away from the younger boys ear to look at his face. Dan's eyes were shining brightly and a big small was glued to his face as he looked at the black haired boy. A light smile was on his face as he looked at the younger boy.

It took Phil a while to realise that Dan had spoken.. It took him a rather long while as he fingered it out in the middle of art. The exact class he had meet Dan on, Phil was grateful for the art teacher for forcing him and Dan to work together. Because if that never happened he would still be closed in and scared to do anything about his feelings. But now.. Now he had just been kissed by Dan. Dan had spoken , He had spoken and not just to anyone.. No he had spoken to Phil. Those words brought butterflies to Phil's stomach, as the class went by Phil couldn't really focus, all that went through his mind was 'He might like me, I might get him back, he isn't broken yet'

Dan looked down at the floor, he was not sure if kissing Phil was the best idea. Sure Dan knew that Phil liked him, but kissing him like that.. Days after Phil had saved him.. It felt a little frisky. Dan smiled cheekily as he looked over at Phil walking down the hallway. A small blush bleed across Dan's face as Phil threw a wink at him.

Dan heard a small giggle as Phil walked over to his locker. It took everything in Dan to not walk over there and kiss him again, but still Dan was not sure if it was the right thing to do.

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Phil let out a scared squeal as a hand was placed on his shoulder. Phil turned around, looking at Jess a smug place on her face as she let out a small giggle at the terrified look on Phil's face as she scared him quite a bit.

"Hey Phil, are you and Dan dating?" Jess said nosylate like it was nothing. Phil started at the girl for a few seconds before shaking his head.

"No Jess we are just friends no more no less" Phil said looking at the ground blushing at the kiss the two of they had shared in the hallway earlier that day.

"Friends don't make out in the hallway my friend" Jess said giggling. Phil just glared at her with straight up hate in his eyes. Jess smiles before walking away, leaving Phil a blushing mess in the middle of the corridor. Phil started to walk towards his locker but another hand was placed on his shoulder.

"I swear to god Jess if that is you I am going--" Phil's rant was interrupted by the small girl he had seen earlier in the lunchroom "H-Hi.. I-I'm lost.. C-Can you help m-me out?" The small girl stuttered out looking utterly terrified said looking at Phil. "Hi my name is Phil and sure were are you ment to be?" Phil said his normal smile appearing on his face as he tries to make this what he guessed freshmen feel safe. "F-Filippa.. I-I'm s-supposed to be in His-History.." Phil started to feel bad for the girl. He remembered his first years at his school, he was 15 and it was a HUGE upgrade from the little preschool he used to go to. "Sure thing Filippa I was just there so just follow me and I'm sure we'll find where you are suppose to be" Filippa noded following close behind Phil was he lead her through the confusing school. When they reached the History classroom Phil turned to look at Filippa who much to his surprise she kept up pretty well for a girl her height. "T-Thank you Phil" She said looking at the floor before walking into the classroom. Phil smiled before walking back to hi locker.

Today was a good day

A/N
Hi...? Yes I know I promised a new chapter like forever and a day ago BUT I HAVE AN EXCUSE.. I have been so busy with school work so I have not had time to update this book. Sorry Geeks but I am back for a bit as school is not too crazy right now. ANYWAY THE FIRST KIIIIIIIIISS I LIKE THIS CHAPTER. I will see you guys in the next chapter

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