for an update. This one is going to be just going to be everything now about to hit the fan I hoping you're going to love this one.
(Gumball's POV)
The drive home was shorter than actually driving to my business. Well that how it felt to me as I just watch the cars drive by. My mind was racing, what was going on everything seems off and I don't know why. I was thinking of everything but one that kept popping up was that feeling that I was forgetting something.
I need to call Darwin after this.
My mind went blank again for a second like it was readjusting. I couldn't seem to remember Darwin perfectly. I kept driving but I saw an orange blur but no face or figure it was Darwin the more I thought about him the ore it form in my skull. Soon he was there and I remember where he lives now. He live close by, why couldn't I remember this until I really thought about it.
"Man... I may need some more of those pills Carrie gave me."
I saw my house in the distance as I smile drew across my face all my previous concerns were gone and whatever I was thinking about vanish from thought. All I wanted to do was see my beautiful wife and just be with her and my family.
I went and park myself in the drive way as I move up and went inside my house. I smelt this great aroma of smells I poke my head into the Kitchen and that when I saw her. Carrie was over the stove stirring a pot. She even had a little apron on. She was humming as she cooks and this sent a shiver up my spine.
I went up to her as I slowly gave her a small pat on her ass. My wife lift slight out of shock and when she turns to me I press my lips to hers. My hand slid down her long white hair petting it I went and put my hands around her waist as pulls her closer causing her to lightly gasp as I slid my tongue into her mouth.
I heard her moan into my mouth as I press her to the fridge pressing my body against hers I could feel her panting in my mouth as I let her go looking into her flustered face. I smiles moving her hair behind her head getting a good look at her full face.
She looks at me as a small smile form on her face.
"I love you, Gumball"
"I lov... I lov..." She looks at me as I stop. I couldn't bring myself to say it. I knew I love her every time I see her, my insides burn I need her but now... it didn't feel right. It was like I never said these words to her and telling her now would be wrong but why. Aren't we married?
She looks away from me I couldn't tell what she felt but it seem a across between disappointment and sadness and I think I saw anger.
She turns away from me and continues cooking. I felt like I no longer belong in her presence I turn away and walk away.
It felt like a piece of coal found its way up to my chest and sat there next to my heart letting its cold presence chip away at it. I watch her from a distance her beauty it was magnificent and I could only image holding her. So why couldn't I say three simple words... and the worst part the more I thought of loving her and the more I agree the less and less I wanted to tell her that I lov... I can't even say it mentally.
What is wrong with me?
The more I thought of it the more it hurt to think of it. I felt the dripping of the sweat soon beating down my forehead. The world around me began to haze as I saw that my vision was becoming unfocused. I should stop but I felt like I was getting closer and closer to the answers I seek.
I must think harder. The pain was shooting through me it was as if something was forcing me back down but I felt the barriers break. The world around me began to fade away as darkness began to take its place.
