Chapter 11

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I said goodbye to Niall and my parents and quickly went to bed. 

Lately I’ve been having mixed feelings about real Louis and fantasy Louis. I tend to want Fantasy Louis even more whenever I'm reminded that the real Louis will never want me but that's the problem. Sometimes, I look at fantasy Louis and want him but other times, I just want him to go away but he won't unless I tell him to and want him to and that's pretty rude. 

Once, I tried to imagine Louis being away for a while and he did disappear and I spent that night for once, just drawing things and talking to fantasy Niall. But when the next night came, fantasy Louis was mad at me and sad because he thought I didn't want him.

I do want him. But the real him. I don't want to look at fantasy Louis and realize that he will never be real. That's why I want to avoid him. I don't want to be reminded of something impossible.

But this night was one of those nights when I really want fantasy Louis. So when I closed my eyes, and smiled when I felt Louis rub my face gently.

"Hey Louis" I smiled as I opened my eyes. Louis responded by pressing his lips against mine. Meanwhile, I wrapped my hand around Louis' hair and pulled him even closer.

We continued kissing for a while until I pulled away and smiled at him. "How about we go on a date?"

Louis looks please by this idea. "Where?"

"How about at Nando's? I know it's not much but I would like to spend a dinner date with you" I smiled.

"Anything sounds great with you" Louis smiled. He stood up and pulled me along with him. I looked for some clothes in my closet and quickly changed into them.

I turned around just about when I was put on my pants and noticed Louis staring at me with hungry eyes. I couldn't help but smirk. "Like what you see?"

"Yep. Wish I could see more." Louis winked as he sat down on the edge of my bed. For some reason, he had already dressed up in something casual while I wasn't looking.

"Too bad" I said as I zipped up my pants and put a shirt on.

“But Harry” Louis groaned and I was surprised as I felt his arms wrap around my waist. He buried his face into the crook of my neck. “I want to feel every inch of your skin and cherish them”

“You will, eventually” I chuckled and he just pouted and pulled away. “You ready?”

"As always" Louis smiled. I held out my hand for him to hold and he clasped his dainty hands unto it immediately.

We made our way towards the garage, where Narry was waiting for us.

I quickly climbed in the driver's seat while Louis rode shotgun. Not even 10 minutes later, we stopped right in front of Nando's

We entered the restaurant with our hands wrapped our each other's and took a seat beside the window. 

"Niall would have loved it here" I chuckled while Louis looked for something to order.

"Yeah. That boy would eat even during an apocalypse" Louis chuckled.

"What would you two like to order?" a pretty waitress said as she came up to our table. Louis and I placed our orders and she smiled before repeating everything.

"Is that all for the cute couple?" she asked and I couldn't help but blush. Louis smiled and nodded. As soon as the girl left, Louis took my hand in his and kissed each of my knuckles playfully.

“I love you so much Harry” Louis said and my heart ached because the real Louis will never say that me. But this is no time to be thinking about that. Tonight is all about fantasy Louis.

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