Only In My Fantasies ((Larry Stylinson))

Chapter 15

I pressed my lips against Louis and it's everything I thought it would be. His lips were as soft and smooth as flower petals but it sends such a rush through my body and makes me see fireworks even with my eyes closed. 

We stayed like that for a while, until I had to pull away because I really need to breathe and I couldn't stop smiling.

But when I opened my eyes, I was disappointed and scared to see that Louis didn't exactly look like the way I thought he would. In my mind, I thought Louis would be glowing and smiling and blushing when I pulled away from our kiss, but right now, he looks confused and pissed.

"Lou--"                                                                

"What the hell was that?" he asked with a sharp tone that I couldn't help but flinch.

"I-I don't know. It seems right for the moment"

"What moment? Harry. We're friends. Just friends. And even though he hurt me, I still love Zayn okay? So I can't be doing these things with you" Louis sighed and to make matters worse, he wiped his lips with the back of his hand and wiped it against his jeans. I felt my heart break into little pieces.

"But Louis," I tried to reason out "Zayn doesn't love you"

"And you do!?" Louis asked. I want to tell him but at the same time I'm still waiting for the right time. Louis sighed at my silence. "I thought so. You can't just go kissing around people you don't love!"

But I do love you Louis, I thought but my lips remained shut.

Louis sighed again and ran a hand through his hair. "I'll just, I don't know. I need some times alone Harry, I need to go home" Louis turned around but I pulled him back.

"But Louis, can't you just forget I ever did that?" I whined. My fingers were wrapped around his wrist tightly and he pulled his arm away.

"Harry" Louis sighed. "I just need to be alone right now. We'll talk tomorrow or next week okay?" He smiled but I can still see that he wants to get away from me as quickly as possible.

This is what I'm afraid of. I knew Louis wouldn't accept me. Hell, I just kissed him and he already hates me. What more if I confess to him? "A-Alright. I'll just call you or--"

"Bye Harry" Louis cut me off and before I know it, he's walking away without even turning back.

I sat on the side of the fountain, thinking about what I just did. Why must I be so stupid? Why the hell did I assume that Louis is just gonna fall into my arms and kiss me and think that I'm his magical prince all along? I'm not his prince charming. I'm his maid or something like that. I'm the guy who's supposed to stay by his side while I watch him walk down the aisle with another man.

I'm supposed to be by Louis' side but not beside him.

I sighed once again and started walking back towards Narry. Unfortunately, I can't leave yet because Niall is currently having the time of his life with Liam whom he likes as much as he likes him.

Why can't Louis love me the way Liam likes Niall?

I arrived at the car and saw that Louis' car was gone. Why am I so freaking stupid?

I climbed in and pressed my head against the steering wheel. The first thing I would do when I get home is watch some sappy romantic movies, cry over it and then go to sleep and then maybe Fantasy Louis can make me feel better.

I didn't know how long I was waiting for Niall but when I looked at my side, Louis was sitting beside me and looking at me sympathetically.

"Louis?" I asked hopefully.