Thinking Out Loud

10

touch
sight
hear
taste
smell

and out of all the five senses i like touch the most

i like to feel the wind against my skin
the grass in between my toes
the raindrops falling in my nose

but i most like to feel the soft peddles of a flower against my hand
i like to be able to feel the soft fur of a dog

but here i am ruining my hands
because i do not deserve the goodness in this world
this is me destroying myself
this is me taking away happiness

in the end
when i am dead
what will there be
to feel?