The Twihard Meets The Potterhead

Chapter 48: Your Choice

Liam's POV

I was on my way to Wren's condo. She said that she wanted to see me. Mabuti naman at naisipin niyang tawagan ako. She's been MIA for how many days and she didn't bother to call and text me when I was in the hospital. What the hell happened to her? Ano na naman kaya ang nangyari bakit siya nagka ganoon.

*beep beep*

I reluctantly grab my cellphone from my cellphone holder. Nandito na ako sa parking lot kung saan ang building ng condo ni Wren.

*1 message received *

I opened the text message and it pissed me off when I saw the name of the sender.

From: Blake Sanchez

I wasn't expecting that she would fall for you. I hope you did have a great time enjoying those days that I am not around. She's all yours now. She wasn't mine to begin with. Take good care of Aliyah.

-end-

Nabato ko ang phone ko sa inis. What the f*ck? Anong akala niya kay Aliyah laruan lang para ipamigay? Aliyah is falling for me? Kasalanan ko ba na wala siya palagi sa tabi ng girlfriend niya? Kasalanan ko ba? The hell.

To: Blake Sanchez

Hindi si Aliyah ang babaeng dapat ipamigay. Siya ang babaeng dapat mahalin.

-end-

I sent the text message and went out of my car. I really can't deal with Blake right now. Uunahin ko pa si Wren kasi feeling ko may problema kami.

Sumakay ako sa elevator and I pressed 20th floor.

*Ting*

Agad akong pumunta sa condo ni Wren. Naglalakad pa lang ako ay nakita ko sa Wren na nakasandal sa may main door niya.

"You're really waiting for me huh?" agad naman siyang napatingin siya saakin. Her face lit up when she saw me.

"Li!" Lumapit siya saakin at niyakap na niya ako. I hugged her back and I kissed her temple.

"I miss you." I whispered.

"I know." Sabi niya saakin tapos kumalas siya sa pagkakayakap saakin.

"Pasok muna tayo." She opened the door and gestured for me to come inside. Pumasok ako at nakasunod lang siya saakin. Parang ang weird ng atmosphere ngayon.

"Where were you when I was in the hospital? I guess alam mo na aksidente ako." Lumingon ako sa kanya at medyo nagulat siya sa tanong ko.

"I was out of town with my family. Dad didn't allowed me to use my cellphone. Yes I know that you got into an accident because you are all over the television." Medyo mahina niyang sabi.

"Then why did you make any way just to communicate with me?" Medyong irritado kung tanong sa kanya.

"Like I said my Dad won't let me contact you."

"F*ck that."

"Liam.." naiiyak niyang sabi saakin.

"What? What do you want us to talk about?" I asked bluntly.

"Our relationship. What we have right now." she said. I was expecting this one to happen. Alam ko na darating tong panahon nato.

"What is it?" seryosong tanong ko sa kanya. Tiningnan naman ako ni Wren sa mata at sinabing.

"We're over Liam.I am setting you free." umiiyak niyang sabi.

"Why?" I asked almost inaudible.

"Liam... I can't be the girl that you need. I can't be her. I can't be the right one. I just can't." patuloy pa rin siya sa pag-iyak.

"Why Wren? Is this because of your Dad?" sa totoo lang nasasaktan na ako. Ang sakit-sakit na sa pangalawang pagkakataon ay maghihiwalay na naman kami.

"Partly yes pero Liam this is my choice. I am setting you free. Di ko na kaya Liam. Ayaw ko nang magpanggap. I don't love you anymore. May iba na akong mahal. Bumalik lang ako ng Pilipinas para makipagbalikan sayo para malaman ko kung mahal pa rin kita or hindi na. And it turns out na hindi na pala kita mahal at sadyang niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko." 

Parang tinusok ng maraming karayum ang puso sa sinabi niya. Ang sakit-sakit na malaman na ganun lang pala ang dahilan niya sa pakikipagbalikan saakin. 

"Woah! That's it? Thank you Wren.Thank you for breaking my heart for the second time around. Akala ko may pag-asa pa ang dating tayo but it was all wasted kasi you don't love me anymore."

"Liam.."

"I obeyed a lot of rules just to have you pero wala din naman palang kwenta. Putang in* Wren! Sana di mo na lang ako pinapunta dito kasi ang sakit eh! P*sti! Masakit dito.. dito.." tinuro ko ang puso. Alam ko konti na lang at iiyak na ako.

"Alam ko naman na magiging ganito tayo pero I took the risk! Kasi mahal kita Wren! What the f*ck! Marami na akong nagawa sayo.. Marami na ang nasirang relasyon dahil saatin! Wren I can't imagine life without you. You were the one who catch me when I was falling. You mend my broken heart before pero ngayon ano ang ginagawa mo? You are breaking my heart again."

"Liam. This is the best thing for us." 

"Best thing?Woah! maybe for you! Wren loving you is like breaking my heart over and over again." I said at naramdaman ko na may tumulo na luha galing sa aking mga mata.

"Liam I'm sorry." she said then hinawakan niya ang pisnge ko. Napatingin naman ako sa kanya. It was evident in her eyes that she's hurting too. I won't take the risk anymore ayaw ko na. Kinuha ko ang kamay niya. I kissed her on her lips one last time.

"Remember this day Wren, the day you let go of the guy that have done nothing but love you. I won't be that guy anymore the next time you'll see me. You made your choice and I'm making mine." I said then nagmadali akong lumabas ng condo niya. I know she'll cry pero it was her choice. Ayaw ko na. Ayaw ko nang maghabol pa sa kanya.

I left her condo with a heavy heart yet part of me was happy. Oo at nasaktan ako sa breakup namin ni Wren pero hindi yun tulad ng dati na ang sakit-sakit talaga. For how many times I get hurt in my life parang naging normal feeling ko na lang yun.  Accepting life's realities and imperfections are the best thing to do to make a person stronger and wiser. 

*Beep beep*

I snapped out of my reverie when my phone vibrates.

From: Gorg Whine <3 

Today's December 23 don't forget to visit Grandpa.

-end-

She changed her name on my phone. Annoying sister.

After reading her text message ay agad akong nagmaneho para puntahan si Grandpa. Pumunta muna ako sa isang flower shop para bumili ng flowers bago ko puntahan si Grandpa. It's been months since the last time I visited him and I need to tell him a lot of stories. 

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Huminto ako sa harap ng isang malaking gate and I asked the guard to open the gate. I parked my car infront of the house. Agad akong lumabas sa car ko at dinala ko ang white roses na ibibigay ko kay Grandpa. It's been months.. Namiss ko si Grandpa. 

I put the roses in front sa libingan ni Grandpa.Yes my grandpa is already dead. He died last year because of stage four lung cancer.

"Hello Grandpaps! It's been a long time since the last time I came here." I was so close to my grandpa that when he died it broke my heart big time.

"Paps alam mo ba na marami akong ikukwento sayo.."

"I'm in love with a girl. And that girl is a twihard." sabi ko kay Grandpa. I don't know kung bakit yun ang lumabas sa bibig ko. It feels right yet weird at the same time.

A/N: NEXT CHAP NA YUNG IBA :3

*XOXO*

GLAZE/GLAICHI

*UNEDITED*

8.15.15