Make or break

chapter 9

(Hi hello) (top is pictures she took with Roxi )

Waking up when the plane lands,I grab my backpack,rubbing my eyes, I get up grabbing my other bag looking at he Guys and girls

we get off the plane security guards around us I feel hands go in between the security guards touching me because well you can't really seen between them just maybe are hair people are yelling their names how can they handle this ? It so scary. I grab someone's hand. A big hand, not a girls for sure, but the person grabs my hand back I look at my hand then look at the person in front of me Michael Clifford

we go to a lounge room I let go of Michael's hand after the door shuts,sitting down on a couch taking out my laptop going to the school website, seeing the assignments I open up Google documents "the car is waiting," someone tells us I put my laptop away zipping my backpack up, standing up

We go straight to the arena for sound check, I go to the dressing room putting my laptop on the table I continue the homework I started on in the car

We get called on stag for sound check and choreograph we have to go over where we step it felt like a hundred times like I mean why go over this if you know I'm not gonna do it right is all I have to say

We go to one of the boys house Ashton's I'm pretty sure I've got done with my homework I'm good, "Ashton can I make a smoothie?" I question looking at the time 2:34 p.m. "sure ?" He looks at me with a weird expression "she only eats smoothies now," Roxi tells him I get up going to the kitchen

I look at my outfit black ripped at the knee skinny jeans, 'cute af' crop top, a black Knit beanie,Supra black and white high tops, 'music=life','be yourself','panic at the disco' black rubber bracelets and my makeup is black mascara,black eyeliner,light pink lip stick,BB foundation and my glasses because I took out my contacts already and I'm not putting them back in.

I look at the crowd so many people rows and rows it just keeps going and about 2 other levels filled with people with 5 seconds of summer merch "hello I'm Kels," I greet them "I'm Roxi!" I look over at Roxi with a smile on my face "Faith," then "and last but not least me,Daisy," I give her a small smile "so we're going to do a cover of Rat a tat by fall out boy," I look out at the crowd

(Roxi)

It's Courtney, bitch.

(Rat a tat tat Rat a tat tat hey)

No thesis existed for burning cities down at such a rampant rate

No graphics and no fucking PowerPoint presentation

So they just DIY'd that shit and built their own bombs

She's his suicide blond, she's never in gold

(Me)

Are you ready for another bad poem?

One more off key anthem

Let your teeth sink in

Remember me as I was not as I am

And I said "I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead,"

I kept wishing she had blonde ambition and she'd let it go to my head

(Roxi and Daisy)

Rat a tat tat

Rat a tat tat tat hey

(Me)

If my love is a weapon

There's no second guessing when I say

(Roxi,Daisy and Faith)

Rat a tat tat