Make or break

chapter 10

Hi hiiiiiiii

We warm up are voices for 2 hours like normal we did it yesterday and today and the next you have to warm up your voice

I look at my phone before going on stage

From mum: you have a little sister :) she's looking forward to meeting you. x

I smile.I wanted a little sister,wonder how old she is ?

I look at my outfit 'bad to the bone' white shirt,black skinny jeans, Supra high tops gray,'black veil brides','Daydreaming' and two thin 5 seconds of summer rubber bracelets I put on my glasses my makeup is a very light pink, mascara and foundation

We run out on stage looking at the crowd the faces look so different from Australian there so France I smile out at them going to the Mic

"I'm Kels," I look over at Roxi "I'm Roxi also batman," I just smile at her "Daisy," I turn back towards the audience "Last but not least the most amazing Faith," Faith standards up

"we are American outcasts," Roxi,Daisy and Faith inform them at the same time

"we are doing a cover of all the small things by blink-182," I look out at the crowd

(Mr)

All the small things

True care, truth brings

I'll take one lift

Your ride, best trip

(Me)

Always, I know

You'll be at my show

Watching, waiting

Commiserating

(Me)

Say it ain't so I will not go

Turn the lights off carry me home

(Roxi,Faith and Daisy)

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

(Me)

Late night, come home

Work sucks, I know

She left me roses by the stairs

Surprises let me know she cares

(Me)

Say it ain't so I will not go

Turn the lights off carry me home

(Roxi,Faith)

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

Na na na

(Me)

Say it ain't so, I will not go

Turn the lights off carry me home

Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill

The night will go on my little windmill

(Me and Daisy)

Say it ain't so, I will not go

(Na na na)

Turn the lights off, carry me home

(Na na na)

(Me)

Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill

(Na na na)

The night will go on, the night will go on

(Na na na)

My little windmill

"Then well now we are doing a original song so yah, are album just came out like a month ago," I tell them then take a deep breath

After we get off the stage I do my homework then take a shower changing my clothes into a baggy gray shirt and sweat pants

"I have a sister," I tell them

"what,when,how," Faith looks over at me

"when probably yesterday,how they must have been looking, they must of been looking for a kid to adopted when though the paperwork and they said yes but I don't know if they got her yet," I explain getting up grabbing my backpack looking at my outfit

To mum: American,Irish,British, Australia, Canadian, Japanese ? x

I changed into black ripped skinny jeans,a black shirt 'we are the kings and queens of the new broken scene', black and white Adidas,a gray beanie, I change my phone case to 'I do want I want I'm punk rock' and ' I wear band merch',sleeping with sirens' and 'I'm not antisocial I just don't like you' rubber bracelets I grabbing my glasses,my makeup is the same as before just touched up

I walk into the interview with the boys and my band of course "we are here with 5 seconds of summer and American outcasts," the radio host introduced us "hello." And other greetings were said "from Elmo_land if you got/get anymore tattoo what would it be and why?" She looks at us "um I want another one,I just don't know what," Ashton Irwin looks over at me we were just talking about this "I want a a quote or my little brother's name," I look over at Roxi "what would be the quote ?" She looks at me like if I don't tell her she will die " 'take your dreams seriously' because well look where I am," I look at Michael

From mum: Russia and she is a cutie ! x

I look at the tattoo parole then at the boys Roxi,Faith and Daisy came along for support I look at the ground "does it hurt?" I ask walking into the building before the fans get to us taking a deep breath

I get the quote I want on my right wrist and my little brother's name under it Michael got a clover, Calum got a bird,Ashton and Luke just watched

We go out to lunch then go back to the hotel get are stuff then go on a plane to Japan which is awesome I've never been or thought about going there but just going there now it awesome

From mum: this is what she looks like (top is the picture) x

To mum: she is so cute !¡!¡!! X

I fell asleep on the plane,I woke up a hour before the plane lands after we land the girls and I go straight to a interview

"Is there another language you can speak other than English ?" The translator tells us "I speak German," Roxi looks at me " I speak Gaelic Irish," " Brazilian," Faith looks over at Daisy "Scottish,"