Too late (Camren/Laurinah)

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Everything happened so fast. I just looked at Lauren, what felt like hours. Is this real? Did she really kiss me? It's funny because I liked it, and also because this is just pretend right?

We got off stage, I haven't said a single word to Lauren yet. We sat at the table, to eat. And when I mean that, I just ate. No smiling, no talking, just eating. Oh, and ignoring Lauren again. I could feel her eyes burning holes in my head.

Just to make like everything was alright, I finally looked at her and gave a smile. She looked pale, she had no emotion on her face. What did you do Dinah? This is supposed to be Lauren's night. It's supposed to be perfect.

I stood up. And to make it up to her, I extended my arm out, "M'lady" I smiled, trying to get that plain look off her face. "May I have this dance, beautiful" I got her to smile, and she accepted.

She really looked beautiful, maybe pretending made me realize how I really feel for her. But she wanted to make Camila jealous. It worked a lot, and we accomplished it because Camila started walking up to us.

Lauren couldn't see her, but I did. I was looking right at her. "Dinah, may I please have a dance with Lauren" Was she really going to dance with Lauren, in public in front of everyone? I really didn't want her to, but this is what Lauren wanted.

"Of course" I gave her to Camila. I walked over to our table and watched them dance.

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"Camila, what are you doing?" I pointed out with my eyes. "Everyone is looking at us" she was looking around at everyone. "I know they are. Let them look" she was staring into my eyes. "What about Austin?" she nodded over to him, he was crying. I kinda laughed.

Inside, I loved it, so I took out my phone and snapchatted this shit! "What did you do?" she grinned, "Well, I kicked him in his balls after he was about to embarrass you and Dinah, and then I told him to fuck off"

"I'm proud of you Camila, but--" she looked confused, "but?"

"Just because of this, doesn't mean I'll take you back this instant. I still haven't forgiven you yet. Plus I already told you how I feel about Dinah. All I can do right now is restart our friendship" she sighed.

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Am I stupid for letting Camila have Lauren after what has happened between them? Um, yes! Well she doesn't know how I feel and I need to tell her before it's too late.

I don't know why I'm only realizing now that I love her more than a friend.

I watched them dance, now I'm the one who feels jealous. I just have to play it cool. I know for a fact Lauren wouldn't take Camila back so easily. Do I forgive Camila? Hell no! I hope Lauren knows what she's doing.

I watched them dance for 20 minutes. I was getting bored here! I didn't want to watch them, so I stood up to get some air.

I gazed into the sky, which looked really beautiful tonight. It reminded me of Lauren-- yeah what Camila and Lauren did. I fixed my focus on the moon. That reminded me of Lauren.

I was feeling sad because she's in there, dancing with Camila. I didn't even want to think about it cause all it was doing was making me sad. Some tears wear falling so I had to wipe it. Cause I'm Dinah Jane, I'm no crier. I guess when it comes to Lauren.

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I looked over at our table, and Dinah wasn't there. I was searching, "What's wrong?" , "Where's Dinah?" We both looked around, "I'll be back" she followed me, but sat at our table.

I found Dinah, she was standing outside leaning against the railing. It starting pouring, but she didn't move. Not at all. I was staring at her through the glass doors wondering why she wasn't moving.

I ran out to get her. "Dinah!" I shouted through the noise of the rain. She didn't look back, did I care that I was pouring? No! Did I care she was standing in it? Yes! She could get sick. So I stood next to her in the rain.

"Dinah are you crazy? You could get sick!" all she did was grin. "Dinah, let's get inside now!" she was looking down, she never looked at me yet, I was confused to why she's acting like this.

"You know me Lo, I'll be fine out here. You finally got what you've always wanted, so you should be in there, not out here" she was speaking so slow, this isn't like her. "But Dinah, you're my date.." she didn't say anything.

"Just go back to Camila, I mean after all she finally showed you off in public. The reason why this whole mess started anyways"

"Dinah" I lightly squealed, but she just ordered me to go back in. Did I leave? Yeah! What's wrong with her, this isn't Dinah. Dinah is never vulnerable like this...

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I saw someone standing outside in the rain, this person is fucking crazy, "Aye, are you alright?" I had no idea who it was. She turned around, "Dinah, what the fuck are you doing out here?" I ran up to her and covered her with my jacket.

I brought her under shade, and we sat down. "What's up D, why aren't you inside with Lauren?" she turned to me, "Because she's with Camila" Camila? I thought Lauren hated her after she left her for Austin.

"Uh--"

"We pretended to date. All this was for her to make Camila jealous, and to get her back" I chuckled, "No.. my sister loves you Dinah, I know she does. I saw the look on her face today--" "--well none of it was real so just leave it"

"But you love her Dinah, don't you" I waited patiently for a response, no forcing it. "Yeah, it's my fault agreeing with her. If she did it on her own, I wouldn't fucking feel this way" I rested my hand on top of her thigh, "Don't worry, you'll see. She loves you"

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"Why are you soaked?" I came to our table, Camila was still there. "It's fucking pouring!" I shouted with anger. "Where's Dinah?" I sat down crossing my arms while slouching, "Who fucking cares!"

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I went back in to apologize to Lauren, I shook off a bit at the doors and then walked in. Just as I was about to talk to her, she had Camila all over her. Like she was sucking her face dry.

I was having such a great day and half a night until Camila stepped in. She lost her chance with Lauren, Lauren is all mine. I couldn't handle what I was seeing, I caught Lauren's eyes. She started to chase after me. "Dinah!"

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Lauren looked so irritated, I didn't want to see her like this, so I sat closer to her and place my hand on her leg. "Lauren," she looked at me, and her eyes just made me want to kiss her. I missed her, I missed her lips.

I was leaning in, and she let me kiss her. Everyone was on the dance floor, so we weren't bothered, for once in my life, I felt good. I didn't have to hide who I really am, and no one cared. I wish I didn't care anytime sooner.

Lauren let go. I wanted to know why, but I did when she shouted Dinah's name and ran after her. I just made the biggest mistake ever. Lauren cheated on Dinah because of me.

A/N: Hey guys! I'm back. Thanks for reading (: I got 200 more reads! That's awesome!!!

Also I had the most fucking amazing week in my life!!

Lauren never fails to make my heart flutter. I will say that We stared at each other for 5 seconds because I didn't know what I was saying. She's just amazing!

And Dinah!!! OMFG I love her so much! When you think someone won't remember you after it's been so long you've seen them? Well they remembered me!!!!

Yes Laurinah remembers me guys!!! I love Laurinah! Team LAURINAH!!

Anywayssss yess, I had to do this. I'm sorry for adding in drama after it was going so well for them, but it'll be good in the end, I promise!

But please, leave comments with some feedback. I'd love to know (: