Language (A Gerita Fanfic){{ON HOLD}}

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      He started down at me with a look that was all too familiar. A cold hard stare with just a dash of embarrassment. That look sure confused the hell out of me. I just didn't understand how someone could be so cute but still terribly intimidating at the same time.

     I cleared my throat. "Hi Ludwig!"

     He did not answer. Instead, he just walked inside and stared at me, waiting patiently for my next move. I was used to this by now. Ludwig wasn't that great with conversation, so surely whenever I was around there would be an awkward silence.

     "I'll show you to my room," I uttered quietly. I was ashamed about what happened the other night. I really really shouldn't have done that. But of course, I always act too fast. And it was kind of Lovino's fault, but I didn't want to blame him for my problems.

     We walked up the stairs together, creaking with every step until we got to my door. It was open, so we just walked in and sat in the two chairs we did last time. We just sat like that, staring at each other for what seemed like forever. He finally cleared his throat. He was finally about to say something to me ! We could finally clear up this mess!

     "So, you're gay?"

     So, you're not?

     I'd never really questioned my sexuality before. Or put a label on it. Mainly I was attracted to girls, but Ludwig was special. And he was far from a girl. I guess you could call that bisexual? I didn't really think it was this huge thing. I just liked whoever I liked. It wasn't really a set gender. All I knew was that I liked girls and I liked Ludwig. I'd never really had a crush on another guy before. But yeah, if I had to put a label on it, I guess I would say that I'm bisexual.

     Now I had kept Ludwig waiting for nearly twenty seconds, and I needed to give an answer.

     "Bisexual, actually. And, um, how about you?"

     His eyes widened at this. He started to open his mouth to say something, but it was as if he couldn't find the words. I probably shouldn't have asked that. But, it was too late now. I had already said it.

     "Um..." He started. His face was bright red.

     "I-it's okay, you can trust me. I mean, I wont tell anyone if you are,"

     He thought for a moment.

     "If you really want to know the truth..." He looked down at the carpeted ground.

     I bit my lip. The suspense was killing me.

     "I don't know," He finally stated, arms crossed and gaze still fixed on the floor.

      "You don't know?" I repeated, "So you haven't figured it out yet?"

     "Y-yeah. Something like that."

     I scooted my chair a bit closer to him, my hand trailing up his arm.

     "Have you ever, y'know, dated another guy before?" I asked quietly.

     "N-no..."

     My hand was now resting on his shoulder, my cheeks starting to heat up rapidly. I moved my face closer to his until they were only inches apart. My stomach started to flip and my heart was pounding faster than it ever had. I slowly snaked both of my hands around his neck, pulling us even closer.

     "Want to try it out?" I whispered just loud enough so he could hear me.

     I could practically feel his heart beating out of his chest. I was afraid of what he would say next. I felt as if there was something stuck in my throat, and I swallowed audibly.

     "Yes."

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A/N

Heyo guys! Long time no update. Thank you for being understanding and waiting patiently!! Ily!

So, this chapter took me a very long time to write, so if you could vote and leave a comment, that would be great.

Again, sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've just been really busy with school and shit.

Until next time,

~Olivia