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The angel and the Dove

The boys were still gone, I doubted they would even be there for the Dove awards.

Honestly, I didn't fully remember what the Dove awards was, so I googled it. Turns out, the Dove awards are awards given out to celebrities who have done extreme charity acts, going to brilliant lengths to help people.

I wonder what The Wanted did......

I left the boys a message, telling them I loved them and missed them. To have a nice time and I would be waiting when they got back.

Slamming my phone down, I slipped a tear as I slid from the back of a door to the floor.

Maybe it was normal for them....

Maybe they didn't want to see me....

Maybe I wasn't all I thought I was....

My phone rang and I picked it up.

"Hey, you've got Bree...." I wiped the tears and sniffed.

"Bree, have you been crying?" Liam asked, worried.

"No," I shook my head, "No, Li, I'm not. What's up?"

"I just wanted to say I miss you, baby girl."

The slightest smile creeped up my lips.

"And I love you. Just thinking about you is making kind of angry we have to leave so often...." he whispered.

"I hope you know that your call made my day...." I whispered back, huddling into a corner.

I could hear the smile play on his lips, "I think you should talk to Niall...."

I mentally sighed, "What happened?"

"I'll let you guess." he chuckled, most likely handing his phone to Niall.

I heard blubbering on the other end. Not pain sobbing, but one-great-ache sobbing.

"Niall, man, are you okay?" I asked, biting my lip to keep from going hysterical.

He sniffed a few times, "Yeah, I just miss you!" then he started again.

I sighed, closing my eyes, "I miss you too, Nialler."

"Are you going to be okay?" Zayn asked.

I shrugged, suggesting to myself that it was now speaker phone, "I hope. I'm going to the D-"

"Dove awards." Louis finished.

I smiled, grazing my teeth against my thumbs nail.

"Your also performing!" Harry added.

"I-I'm what?"

They should seriously tell me what I'm doing before I do it.

"Performing at the Dove awards, what else?" Liam chuckled.

Niall's sobbing subdued as we continued.

I laughed, "Really?!"

Zayn scoffed, "Of course!"

"Now, go pick a song!" Liam hung up quickly, but not as fast as I was on my computer, searching YouTube.

My mind drifted to what happened at the TCA's. With Chloe. And everything was peiced together. The song I chose would be perfect explanation for so much......Everything.

I answered my phone once again, "Hey, you've got Bree."

"Bree, it's Nathan!"

I giggled, "Whud up?"