SANS AU {ONESHOTS}

HorrorDust

Super Self-conscious
Heavily Insecure Dust x Horror Angsty Fluff.

Dust sighed while sitting on the bed. Holding his arms and looking down to the side, Horror putting his coat in his closet. Yawning a bit before walking over to Dust and he turned his head. "Are you going to sleep in your clothes? You can go back to your room and get something lighter. And cleaner." He said, standing in his T-shirt. Dust going down into his hoodie. "No...I'll just...I'll probably just wake up soon again anyway so..no need..." He said. Horror groaned. "Dust. It's not healthy nor a good thing to sleep in your every day clothes. And you've been doing this more than just tonight so, don't even try to excuse with that." Horror sat down on the bed next to Dust. "Shut up. I'm fine. It's fine." He growled a bit. "If you're gonna be a whiny bitch about it, I will go back to my room-" Dust scoffed. Getting up and starting to walk out of the room. Horror slightly jumped before following him. Grabbing Dust by his jacket then wrist. "HEY! Don't get all bratty with me!" Horror yelled a bit. Dust froze, his eye lights shrinking slowly. "Let go of me..." Dust growled under a breath. "No! What is your problem lately?! You've been acting like this for weeks! What did I do?!" "Not everything is about you...you big..dumbass-" "Then why?! Why are you acting like this?! Everything was fine! But all of sudden you've been acting so cold and distant! I thought we were done with that!"

"Shut up.." Dust snarled, trying to pull his arm back. "Now let me go! I'm not doing this..." He said and Horror grabbed his arms instead, pulling Dust up close. Almost in a smothering hug. "No. Dust, please. You have to trust and talk to me. I'm worried about you." "Worried?! Hah! As if!"
"Dust! What are you— Of course I care! I'm your boyfriend for stars sake!!! Why wouldn't I?!" Horror cried out a bit. Dust struggling against him and kicking at Horror's legs. Horror holding him tighter. "Dust stop..." Horror said softly, in a small defeat. "Dust...just talk to me..please" "NO! FUCK YOU! LET GO OF ME!!!" "Dust..." Horror sighed.

Dust then shoved away from Horror, falling to the ground. It caught Horror off guard. Sending him to check on Dust but Dust snapped. He slapped Horror's hands away. "You want my clothes off?! Huh?! Is this really about sleep?! Or ya just want something out of me!!! Ya sick fuck!" Dust yelled. Horror stumbled back, staring at Dust. Completely shocked. "Dust...what- what the hell?" He said. "Oh! Yeah! No! I figured it out! Fine!!!" Dust yelled once again, starting to irrationally and quickly start tearing his clothes off himself. Horror quickly getting up and backing off. "Dust stop it!" He said worried. Dust shaking his head with a small crazed laugh. "No! No! You got your way! This is what you wanted!!!" His eye twitched, pushing Horror back down on his bed. Horror stumbling back only because of his stunned behavior. "D-Dust—" "No! No! This is what you want right?!" Dust yelled and he got on top of Horror, despite the situation Horror couldn't help but slightly admire how nice Dust looked without his hoodie. But, he immediately shook that off, realizing he needed to calm Dust down.

"Dust please..I don't want you..I don't want to do this right now!- Y-You're not thinking straight and I'm not going to take advantage of you like this!"

"Take advantage?! Hah!! Like ya don't want to all the time!-"

"Dust, my stars no!!! Absolutely not!!!" "Well, here you go!!!"
"Dust stop!!!"

Horror continued to fight against this but Dust formed an echo body. A purple female body snapping in place, and Dust grabbed Horror's wrist. That was when Horror finally snapped back out of his shock and immediately grabbed Dust's hands. "DUST! NO!" he yelled and almost tore his own blanket off his bed and quickly wrapped it around Dust. "What's the matter?! Can't admit to wanting to—" "NO! I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT WHEN YOU'RE CLEARLY NOT FEELING WELL!!! WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU?!" Horror screamed. Tossing Dust back on the bed. Dust stopped.

Dust looked down, pulling his legs up and staring. "Dust...gods..." Horror groaned. Sitting down next to him again. "Dust. Please, I'm not going to ask again." He said. Looking down at him, Dust staying silent. Horror sighed, taking Dust's chin into his hand. "Dust..." He said softly. Then kissed his cheek. "You don't want to talk...fine..." He sighed. "But you're gonna listen..."

"I don't know what's going on with you. I don't know what's wrong. And that hurts. Because all I want to do, is understand to make you feel better. And, whatever it is that is bothering you, I know I won't truly understand because I'm not you. But I'll do my damn best anyway. Because I love you. And being with you is the best damn thing I've ever had in my totally fucked up life. It's never gonna be perfect, but it's enough for me. More than that. So, whatever is going on...just know that...I'm going to do what I can to make you comfortable and cared for. Don't ever try and force yourself onto me because you think it's what I want. That's not love or anything like it. That's feeling like it's your obligation and I don't EVER want you thinking like that ever again..."

Horror pulled Dust close, keeping him covered. Wiping away stray tears from Dust's face. "I love you, Dust. Please don't ever hide yourself from me. Messy and all." He said. Dust trembled, laying closer to Horror. Before making small stiffles. Then a few small cries. Before finally breaking down. Fully embracing himself in Horror's arms. Crying, sobbing, almost screaming. Horror allowed it. He felt terrible but, he wouldn't let his partner keep this pain inside. Dust gripped onto Horror, hiding his face in his chest with repeated apologies. Horror quietly and softly reassuring him. Whispering soft sweet things to him. Calm him. Do anything to make Dust comfortable.

It took a while, but Dust finally settled. Sitting with his hands fiddling together. Now in one of Horror's t-shirts. Horror bringing him back some water. Dust taking a drink, Horror sitting back down with him. "Are you ready to talk now?" Horror asked. Dust nodded. Holding the cup of water, slightly swirling it around. "I..." Dust shivered. "Take your time.."
Dust looked up at him and nodded gently. "I guess I've always been..self-conscious about...how I look..especially without...my clothes...echo or not...I didn't think I cared that much...until we got together...then I started thinking about it a lot...and the more I thought...the less...the less I liked myself...the more I started to...hate...myself..."

"Dusty..." "I-I know you don't care- or you've never really even talked about it or- or made any claims about how feel with looks or anything but– I couldn't help it. I could...I could only think about whenever we decide to get intimate that...you'd take one look at how I prefer to look or just..how in general and..." Dust shuddered. "And I'd get afraid you'd be disgusted...make fun of me...h-hate me...n-not..not want me anymore..." Dust sniffled a bit. Looking away. Horror staring at him sadly. Dust looking up at him, trying not to break down again.

"Dust...I don't...care what you look like..because, no matter, you are my sweet little bird. Beautiful inside and out. A few flaws but, that makes you more beautiful." Horror chuckled a little. "Besides, I have no room to judge. I'm not exactly prince charming." He said. Dust huffed, putting his cup down and he got closer to Horror, cupping his face. "You not being "prince charming" is exactly why I like you..." He said. "I can say the same for you. Just because you're not a "perfect beauty" doesn't mean I don't find you any less beautiful. Or, that I love you. Any less." Horror wrapped his arms around Dust, giving him a soft kiss. "I love you, nothing, and certainly no one is gonna change that. No matter how you look either." He chuckled. Dust smiled with a blush, returning the kiss. "I love you...my sweet giant."

"I love you too, my little bird." Horror chuckled, Dust giggling softly before the two shared a kiss. Horror pulling away for a moment to say. "Ya know, from what I've seen, you're absolutely radiant. And, when the times right. I'd love to see the rest of you~" Horror purred. Dust smiled shyly, looking away before looking back at him. "Well...perhaps you won't have to wait to long...for now, yes. But...not long..." Dust smiled. Horror blushing widely and he gently pressed Dust against the pillows on his bed and laid close. "What are you doing?" Dust asked playfully. "Snuggling you." Horror said.

Dust giggled. "Oh really?" Horror nodded and pulled Dust close after laying down. Pulling the blanket over themselves. Leaving kisses around Dust's neck and up to his cheek. Dust giggling softly as Horror kissed him. He smiled and turned to face him. "You big goof." "I'm your big goof." "Heheh...ya..you are..." Dust snuggled underneath him, Horror smiled. Holding him close, nuzzling him. "I love you so much, Dust."