(3 weeks later)
(JongIn's POV)
Umma was ecstatic about the twins but we were cautious not to say anything around appa. My bump was becoming more noticeable and I had to start wearing slightly bigger t-shirts. Morning sickness got worse even with the anti-nausea pills. Morning sickness turned to all day sickness and I missed at least 6 days in the past 3 weeks. EXO has come over almost everyday I've been out and it has been one of those days.
"JongIn do you want tea or anything?" JoonMyun asked as I emerged from the bathroom. "No thank you." I muttered. "Why don't you get anti-nausea medication?" he suggested. "I have some but it doesn't work anymore. Umma is trying to get me something stronger." he nodded as he put away his finished homework. The rest of the guys were spread out somewhere in the room listening the music or having small conversations.
Soo stood up from where he was seated and sat next to me on the bed. "I know your dad is an asshole and everything but you have huge room." He said earning a laugh from me. "Yeah, thank umma for this. I only thought of the colors. Had to make sure it was "gay enough" so he wouldn't come in." he chuckled. "JongIn, I miss you..." his voice trailed off. "What do you mean?" I said looking down at my hands.
"I feel like you have been shutting me out. You have been so sick and not telling me anything. I want to help you but you're not letting me. I know JoonMyun knows something but I already know he's not going to say anything." I kept my gaze down. "Hyung I'm not ready to tell you." "So when will you be ready?" JoonMyun placed his hand on KyungSoo's thigh, silently telling him to calm down. I got up and walked across my bed to the the other side of the room.
I moved a picture frame and the pill bottles on the shelf and pulled the ultrasound picture out. Walking back to the bed, I handed KyungSoo the picture. "I'm 10 weeks." I said quietly. I waited for him to speak. "Hyung. say something." I shook him.
"When were you going to tell me?" he asked, eyes glued to the picture. "I... don't know." I felt the gaze of the other guys on us. "WHAT THE FUCK JONGIN! THIS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU KEEP TO YOURSELF! IT DOESN'T JUST AFFECT YOU, IT EFFECTS BOTH OF US!" I flinched as he started yelling. JoonMyun stood up and pulled KyungSoo away from me. "KyungSoo calm down. He was scared to tell because he didn't want you to react like this." he tried to explain.
He threw the picture at me. "Don't fucking call me again." KyungSoo said before grabbing his things and walking out of my room. "KyungSoo!" JoonMyun yelled. MinSeok came and sat down next to me. He picked up the picture. He looked between the picture and my stomach. "That asshole." he said earning looks from everyone.
"He's just gonna leave you like that? He forgot it takes two to tango not just one. Fucking bastard." Everyone looked surprised at MinSeok as he was the calm member. JoonMyun squat in front of me. "JongIn are you okay? You haven't said anything yet." I looked him in the eye. "I want to die." His eyes widened. "Don't say that. You don't need him. You have us and your family. You are going to take excellent care of those kids. Do you understand?"
"Hyung you don't understand! He was the only person I could run to when shit wasn't right. Hyung, I love him..." His eyes softened. "Guys, I think you should go now. I'll call you all tomorrow." JoonMyun said. He and MinSeok were the only to stay. They both sat down next to me on the bed. "Tell us what is on your mind." MinSeok said.
"I... I can't believe he actually left. I thought he loved me or even liked me enough to go through this with me. I thought I would never be alone again." Tears began to fall as the burden of a thousand men fell on my shoulders. "I can't raise two kids on my own. I'm only 16..." I didn't realize that the door had open and MinHo and JongHyun were standing there. "What do you mean 'on your own'? What happened to KyungSoo?" JongHyun asked. I jumped hearing his voice. "KyungSoo left." JoonMyun said quietly.
"Now did he?" They shared a glance before leaving the room. I stood up and ran after them. "No don't go after him. It's only going to make things worse." I said right before they reach the bottom step. "Why the hell not!" MinHo yelled. "He thinks he can just leave you like that!" he continued to yell.
"Hyungs, jus-" a wave of nausea hit me. I quickly brushed it off. "Just let h-" I clasped my hand over my mouth and ran to the bathroom. "I'm in here!" Kibum yelled from behind the door. I turned and ran back to the bathroom in my room.
I dropped to my knees and threw up. JoonMyun appeared beside me, rubbing my back. He helped me wash out my mouth after and brought me to lay down on the bed. "JongIn, If KyungSoo fails to come to his senses by the time they are born, I'm willing to step in and be the father to those children." JoonMyun hyung said. MinSeok gasped and I sat up.
"JoonMyun, are you really willing to take on that role?" MinSeok asked. He nodded. "Hyung, I can't ask you to do that. What will Kris hyung think?" He took my hands into his. "Listen, I don't care how he feels because no child should be left without a father." I hugged him, hiding my face in the crook of his neck. "Thanks you hyung." I sobbed. He rubbed my back as I continued to cry.
(KyungSoo's POV)
I can't believe he hid this from me. 10 fucking weeks. God knows when he found out but he didn't tell me. I'm not ready for any children. I have a life plans. I have goals. I'm supposed to be signed to an entertainment company before I graduate and moving on with my career and studies.
Yea, I want to be with Jong In but children are out of the question. I'm not going to allow him to fuck up my life. He has to get rid of it. A knock on the door brought me out of my thoughts. "Come in." I said, not bothering to lighten my tone. "KyungSoo, are you okay?" Both of my parents stood at the door.
"It's nothing." I watched my mother shoo my father before closing the door and sitting beside me. "Baby, you know you can tell umma anything. Does umma have get appa to beat them up?" She said smiling. Chuckling, I shook my head. "No, this can't be fought." She furrowed her eyebrows. "So what is it love?" I looked down.
"You're going to be upset with me." She shook her head again. "You remember JongIn?" She chuckled. "How can I forget are neighbors son and the boy you're always on the phone, smiling your life away with?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Well umm... he's pregnant umma and I'm the father." I said quietly. Shock spread across her face.
"What!?" I felt my cheeks get hot. "He's pregnant." I repeated. "Oh my! I've always wanted grandkids, Soo but not so soon." I nodded. "I know umma. I'm gonna tell him to get rid of them." A fist connected with my shoulder. "You will do no such thing! A child is a child. He or She are completely innocent in this situation." "You mean them." I said rubbing my shoulder.
She looked dumbfounded. "Them?" I nodded. It's twins." She gasped and started clapping excitedly. " This is so exciting!" I rolled my eyes. "Umma, what about me? I still have a life I want to live. I want to be a singer umma." Her smile fell.
"KyungSoo, I know you have dreams. Don't you think JongIn has dreams too? He's already sacrificing his dreams for those babies. " I never thought of it that way. "But umma, if he got rid if them he wouldn't have to give up his dreams." "KyungSoo, it's not that easy. If it was that easy, do you think you or your sisters would be her? Umma would have been owning that law firm right now but no! I just loved you guys way too much to think about myself." I struggled on whether I should take that as an insult or a compliment. I think she realized the hurt look on my face and started to laugh.
"Not that umma didn't want you guys, I just had to get my priorities in order and you all were first in line." I nodded slowly. "O-okay..." She rubbed my leg. " Just make you do what's right by those children and not fully think about yourself, okay?" I nodded. "Really think about what I'm saying, KyungSoo. Goodnight love." She stood up and walked to the door.
"Goodnight umma." She smiled before walking out the door. I laid down, not knowing what to think. 'Should I consider keeping them? I have too much riding for me to have kids. I can't just give up on everything now. If that means I have to give up my relationship with JongIn, then so be it.' I closed my eyes, almost completely content with my decision and drifted off to sleep.
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