Don't Go (A KaiSoo fanfic) #wattys2016

6: Showcase pt.2 and almost last three months

(Jong In's POV)

I was back at the base of the stage waiting for TaeMin to get ready for our final stage. I was still in my previous outfit except the vest and the black and grey jacket. Replacing the original jacket, I had a black blazer resting on my shoulders. BoA announced one last special performance without specifying who was performing. The music started and stood where I was until the right moment.

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After our final stage, I quickly started to shed my clothes as I had on too much for this time of year. Our umma quickly meet us backstage, hugging and congratulating us and all of our group members for a strong way to end the year. After a quick change, we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways. Reaching home, I took a quick shower and went to bed.

(A month later)

(4:30 am)

A gut wrenching feeling sat me up in bed. I clutched my stomach as the feeling soon passed. Laying back down, it reappeared and last night's dinner made itself known. I quickly got out of bed and ran to the bathroom to let up the contents of my stomach. I continued to vomit until I was left dry heaving. 

 I closed the toilet seat and sat on top of it, trying to catch my breath. Hearing a door from down the hall open, I quickly got up and flushed the toilet. After washing out my mouth, I made my way back to my room to lay down. Happily allowing sleep to take over, I curled up into a ball and went back to sleep.

(5:30 am)

The same feeling from earlier sent me running to the bathroom again. Nothing came up this time since all food was expelled already. After dry heaving for 5 minutes and several worried looks from my mother, who woke up because of the sound of my gagging, I got in the shower. It didn't last long as the smell of bacon filled my nose. Turning off the water, I quickly dried and combed my hair then put on my uniform. 

Running down the steps, I sat down at the table just as umma was putting down the pancakes and bacon. "JongIn are you sure you want to eat? You didn't sound too good earlier." I nodded and grabbed 10 pieces of bacon with 7 pancakes. "I'm really hungry right now." She nodded, chuckling at the amount of food on my plate. "Make sure you save some for your brother and father." She said chuckling. TaeMin came downstairs and stopped in the entrance.

 "Good morning hyung!" He smirked at my chipperness so early in the morning. "Good morning. JongIn. Are you feeling okay? You don't usually eat bacon." I shrugged. "I wanted to try some today." I said eating the last of my food. After finishing my second plate, we left for school. "I can't wait for break! No more excessive homework! No more waking up at the crack of dawn! Oh, I can just see it now." I rolled my eyes. 

"We still have 3 months til break and after those 4 months, we're back to the same routine. Except this time we'll thankfully be seniors." He nodded and continued to talk about 'the wonders of going on break' but I was focused on building a relationship with KyungSoo. "JongIn!" I flinched at TaeMin's thunderous voice brought me out of my thoughts. "Yes hyung." He stopped me before entering the school gates. "Are you okay? I've noticed since you started hanging out with KyungSoo more, you have been spacing out more." A sudden twinge of anger shot through me with his words. "Is my relationship with KyungSoo a threat to you?" he looked a bit taking back. 

"How do you think I feel when you disappear to talk to MinHo hyung? Huh?!" I saw the rest of the SHINee members run towards as I started to yell. "YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM AND YOU TRY TO USE IT AGAINST ME! WHY?" I pushed him away. "Jong, it's not like that. I just wa-" I pushed him again. "No, you been had something against KyungSoo!" Jinki stepped in between us. "JongIn calm down. I'm sure TaeMin meant well, just said the wrong words." I dropped my head as my eyes stung. 

"Sorry, I didn't mean to get so angry." TaeMin appeared in front of me again. "No, don't cry! It's okay. It was a misunderstanding." He quickly wiped my tears. "It's okay hyung. I'm just gonna grab breakfast then head to class." I said wiping my face once more. "Breakfast? We ate home." "Are you trying to imply something?" I crossed my arms and waited for his response. "No, but eating so much food is going to make you gain weight." "Are you saying I'm fat?!" I was starting to get angry again. "N-no! I- no. Look, I'm saying all the wrong things." TaeMin said running his hand through his hair.

 "Okay, just go eat. I'll see you in class." I nodded and walked into the school and to the lunchroom. I grabbed two bowls of lucky charms and a carton of milk then went to sit down. I was dying for a burrito but they only allowed one and let you take as much cereal as you wanted so this was the best option. Scarfing down the 1st bowl, I opened the second one. A presence next to me soon distracted me from eating my wonderful wonderful lucky charms. 

"JongIn~" a deep voice said beside me. "Annyeong Soo." I said throwing the mass amount of food in my mouth. "Someone's hungry I see." He said smiling. I nodded pushing away the half eaten bowl. "Why?" He brought the bowl back closer to me. "I'm just not hungry anymore." I got up and threw away the bowls. "Let's just go to class." I said grabbing my bag. Soo sent me a worried look but came along.

(Lunch)

I walked into the cafeteria half asleep leaning on TaeMin hyung's back. I sat down at the table and put my head down. "JongIn, I was you were sleep in class. Who was lucky enough to get your attention last night?" MinHo asked wiggling his eyebrows. "My pillow." I said earning a laugh from the table. TaeMin reappeared with two lunch trays. 

"You got lucky today Jong. Fried chicken for lunch today." I sat up quickly as the tray was placed down. "Hey Soo!" Jinki yelled. "Come sit over here!" I turned and and saw the shorter male walking toward the table. Waving, I took a bite of the chicken. Before Soo could sit down, the worst possible person in the world sat down. 

"What do you want, you poor excuse of a female." The boys choked back their laughs and Eun Sun giggled her disgusting laugh. "Oh oppa! I missed you! I called you last night but you didn't pick up." "That's because you don't have my number. The number I gave you was a pay phone." Kibum's laugh was heard in the background. "But oppa, I-" "Stop calling me that, you're older than me." She looked offended. "JongIn, why are you being like that?" I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "Eun sun, you're 19. I'm 16. You stayed back twice, remember? Maybe if you took off your 80 pounds of makeup, you would remember your age and stop chasing guys younger than you." She started to cry fake tears. 

I took another bite of chicken as she continued to ramble her nonsense. "Yah, my boy-" the feeling in my stomach from morning returned. I pressed my hand to my stomach, wishing the feeling to go away. KyungSoo pushed Eun Sun aside and put his tray down. "Kai, are you okay?" I attempted to speak but the smell of the chicken started to get to me.

 Pushing everyone to the side, I ran out of the cafeteria. Making it into the bathroom, I threw up everything in my stomach. The bathroom door flew open and multiple feet ran in. "JongIn?" TaeMin yelled. "Last one." my voice came out strangled. 

I flushed the toilet and wiped my mouth. "Yah, what happened?" JongHyun asked. I shrugged. "You want me to take you home?" TaeMin asked. "No, I'm fine." I said.

 Kibum screwed up his face at my words. "Fine!? Fine where? You were just throwing up. I don't see where that is fine." I was about reassure him but the feeling returned. I ran back into the stall expecting for anything to come up but nothing did. "TaeMin-ah, take him home." Jinki said. TaeMin came into the stall and pulled me on to his back. 

"I see you guys tomorrow." He said as we walked out of the bathroom.

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I hope you guys like this chapter! JongIn is finally showing signs but will the boys understand what is happening to him? Or will they be extremely clueless?

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