Don't Go (A KaiSoo fanfic) #wattys2016

18: Can You Please Explain

(JongIn's POV)

(3 weeks later)

I didn't realize how much I missed everything. My feet were sore and my muscles screamed for me to stop but I couldn't. I wouldn't. It was all too euphoric for me to stop. Being back in the dance rooms left open during the summer was too surreal. I could not believe that I was there, surrounded by my 10 best friends and boyfriend. Music bounced off the walls as we perfected "Call Me Baby." 

I felt their worried looks on my back, not believing that I was mentally okay, despite the reassurance given at the start of practice. I'll admit that I'm still angry at father but I feel like his death was timely and horrific enough to ease my suffering. Yeah, he's dead. When word got out that he beat on his family and killed two kids, they had fun with him. Apparently, the guards found his body parts throughout the courtyard. That's none of my business though. "JongIn, don't you think that you should take it easy?" A voice from the door. 

The music stopped, grabbing our attention. SHINee members came through the door with a group of older people. "N-no Kibum hyung. I'm fine." He smiled slightly before turning to the group of people. "SooMan PD, this was the other boy group that we were talking about, EXO. Boys, introduce yourselves." We stood in a line, bowing slightly. "Hello, we are EXO." Yifan and JoonMyun hyungs stood at the head of the line and started to introduce themselves. When it got to me, I felt SooMan and the others with him bore holes into my face as I avoided making eye contact with them. "H-hello. My name is K-kim JongIn. EXO's dancing machine." A chuckle broke the silence in the room. 

"He's adorable." A female voice said, causing my face to turn red. Following SeHun's introduction, we took a seat on the floor, allowing the adults to sit on the couch. "Hello everyone, my name is Lee SooMan, the founder and CEO of SM Entertainment. As you know, we have partnered with your school for many years but only a select few we actually meet with. Both groups here have caught our attention with the garnered attention and talk you boys have received from your classmates and community and after seeing your performances at your end of year performances, I would love to for all of you to sign with SM as trainees." Everyone remained silent processing what was just said. "Where do we sign?" Kris said, earning a laugh from everyone. 

"I glad to see you're eager to sign but I have a question for the Kim brothers." SooMan said turning to TaeMin and I. "It's to my understanding that your father is incarcerated?" "He's dead." I said coldly. I felt everyone's surprise at my words but I didn't care. "Okay. Let's move on. There was also word across the campus of you being pregnant and something happening between you and two other students... is there anything that you want to share."

I curled up, feeling my eyes sting. "No." I felt Soo Man's worried filled gaze on the top of my head as I refused to look up. "Are you s-" "He said no" KyungSoo said, quickly interjecting. "Sorry, I did not mean to offend." Soo Man said. "Before signing, we are going to have to meet with your parents, as all of you are underaged. After signing, our trainers will evaluate your skills and your training shall begin. Okay?" We nodded. "I hope you all have worked up a big appetite because we are taking you all out for dinner." Everyone got excited, hopping up. Walking out the door, SooMan PD pulled me to the side.

 "JongIn, I know that you have some reserve towards telling me what happened but in order for me to protect you all, I need to know. After this, you don't have to speak of it again." I nodded before looking back to the rest of the guys. I had to tell him. If my silence is going to harm them, then I need to stop acting like a child and consider their feelings as well. I grabbed his hand and pulled him back into the dance room. "About 7 months ago, I-I had found out that I was pregnant...with twins." I whispered. "The father had avoided me when he found out and by that time I was 10 weeks." He cocked his head to the side, the concern never leaving his eyes. "Why did you wait so long to tell him?" he asked. 

"I was scared. I didn't want to be left alone and that's exactly what he did." He nodded. " A week or so after that, I... um." Tears welled up in my eyes. "I was attacked by two of the older students in the restroom. They... did things to me. After school ended, things started to get better until father found out about the twins. We thought that he was at work, so Minnie and MinHo hyung left me in my room alone. Father had came home and started to argue with me and he pushed me down the steps. He killed my babies." Tears slid down my cheek, my gaze on the floor. "JongIn, I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. At least I have a better understanding of the situation so no one can try to side-swipe you later on. For now, lets focus on getting all of you signed and closer to debut."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N:

Sorry for the extremely long wait but school os finally over and I get to write my heart's content away!!!!! This was the last official chapter of "Don't Go" and I have had the most fun writing it, even though it was really dark. All my subscribers who commented, thank you so much for making this 10x better than it could have been. Every time I saw a comment, I got really happy. 고맙습니다 everyone!!!!!!!