Chapter 15
Rachels pov :
I ran into the bathroom crying . I was completely broken down about this . It felt like my heart had shattered into a thousand peices. I broke down onto the bathroom floor on my knees when Quinn , Santana, Brittney, and Kurt came rushing in . "Diva what happened back there?" Kurt asked me . "It was all a stupid bet Finn made with Puck." I said. "What how could he do that?" Brittney said. "I'm going to go all Lima Heights on his ass." Santana said angrily. "No it'll make it worse Santana, Rachel needs us." Quinn said . She then bent down and wrapped her arms around me until I stopped crying. "How did you even find out?" Kurt asked me 5 minutes later . "I heard them yesterday talking about it in the choir room he was saying how he wanted out of the bet ." I said. "Well isn't that a good thing though?" Quinn said . "It doesn't matter Quinn he made a bet to see if I would sleep with him by prom. " I said. "But he wanted out that must mean he loves you right?" Brittney said. "How do I even know if it was real? I basically gave him my heart and he shattered it." I said. "Rachel I see the way he looks at you and you look at him he obviously loves you. " Quinn said . "Yeah I mean he really has changed and you did that maybe you should give him a chance to explain." Santana said. "I can't I'm just to hurt to talk him . How could I be so stupid to think he would even fall for me?" I said. "Hey your not stupid. You put yourself out there and thats good. Look I know your hurt because of everything that Jessie put you through and now Finn. But Finn isn't Jessie he would never hurt you like he did. " Quinn said . "I know I just need to be alone right now. " I said and left.
Finns pov :
(The next day )
I was sitting on the bleechers when Puck came and sat down next to me . I looked at him and said nothing . He pulled out a pack of cigarettes and said , "Want one?" He asked me. "Nah I quit." I told him. "Dude the bets off you can go back to being you." He said. "I don't want to dude. That guy I once was I didn't like him and I don't want to be him anymore. " I said. "Is this about Rachel?" He asked me. "Yes and no , its about me getting back the one person that made me feel good about myself and feel loved ." I said. "Then what are you waiting for man go get her." He said . "How she hates me she's never going to talk to me again." I said. "Dude she loves you just tell her how you feel." He said. "How?" I asked. "Don't ask me I've never been in love." He said. "What about Quinn? " I asked. "She never go for a guy like me." He said . "You never know till you try." I said. "To shay." He said. "I've gotta go man ." I said. "Where ?" He asked. "Talk to Rachel." I said. He smirked,"Thats my boy. " He said and we fist pounded and I left. I got out of my truck and walked up to Rachels front door and knocked .
Rachels pov :
I was downstairs watching Funny Girl it was the thing that had made me feel better when I was sad. As I was watching I heard knocking on my front door. I got up and saw Finns truck it was him . "Rachel please open up ," He begged. "I know your hurt but please just let me explain. " He added . I wanted to open up but my head wouldn't let me . So I sat at the door and listened to what he had to say. "Rachel look at the beginning it was just a stupid bet that I wanted to win but then I got to know you and I got to see this amazing girl who was sweet and kind and funny . Rachel the truth is I fell for you. I fell 100 percent in love with you and I know that you hate me and you probably never want to speak to me again and thats fine I get it . But I think you should know that you've changed me Rachel Barbara Berry. You've turned me into someone who I actually want to be . You've made me feel things that I have never felt before , you've made realize the true meaning of love . You've changed me Rachel and I know deep down that you have feelings for me too . So please just come out and tell me that you love me if you do have feelings and if not then don't but just know that I love you no matter what . " He told me . I sat there for a moment . I wanted to get up and open the door and tell him that I love him but I didn't. "Guess not huh ? " He said and then there was tears rolling down my cheek. I got up and opened the door hoping that by some chance he still be there but he wasn't and I was too late.
