Shattered Wishes ((Watty's 2015 Entree))- COMPLETED

Chapter 19

Shattered Wishes

Chapter 19

Dimitri POV

Rose broke the kiss first, making me very sad as she did that. Her eyes fell on the door and I could see shock in them, that quickly faded though as she pushed me away. Since I was caught off guard I stumbled a bit from the shove. Tasha Ozera was standing in front of us and I took a breath. "Tasha." I said. She had on a very unreadable expression as she walked over to us.

"You kiss her everytime your around her, Dimika?" She asked me in a tone that sounded joking but not joking.

"I.. um, no." I said, my eyes going to Rose.

She took a breath and said,"I um.. I should go." She quickly leaves in a frantic manner leaving me and Tasha alone in the room. I bit my lip as I wanted to run after her, but didn't simply because I had things to settle with the woman who is standing in front of me.

Once Rose left Tasha shut the door, crossing her arms as she waited for me to explain.

"Tasha, I think we should talk." My voice was soft, but very, very characteristic.

She walks up to me, nodding. "Yes, I think we should."

"I don't want to be with you. One, my feelings are Rose. Two, yhe feelings that I 'acted' weren't really there, I just pretended. So, I don't want to go out with you or get engaged to you because I am in love with Rose Hathaway . Simple as that. "

Tasha took her time speaking before nodding. "Alright." She says and I could see fresh tears in her eyes as she turned around to leave. I let her, knowing that's how girls are when they just got dumped. I waited for a couple of mintues as I knew she was still there. Once I knew she was really gone I went out, duster flowing behind me as I raced to Rose's room. I burst in without even knocking. Rose had been in bed with a black tank on and blue shorts. I swallowed a bit as I took her perfect figure in.

"Belikov? Everything alright?" She had sat up, letting her legs hang off the side of the bed.

I quickly went over taking her face in my hands as I kissed her soft, but very full lips. She froze, not expecting me to have done that. After a few mintues she kissed back, but then quickly pulled away looking at me.

Rose POV

I looked at Dimitri after he had kissed me so passionately that it took me by surprise. I bit my lip and turned away. "No Roza." He said bringing my body to his.

"Dimitri, quit. Alright. You-" my words got caught off as his lips collided with mine again and this time I wasn't going to be able to pull away because he had me on my back, his lean, hard muscled body agasint mine, making it impossible to shift or to just move my head in general. I kissed back and he finally broke the kiss because we both needed air.

"Get off of me!" I said firmly. He was very close and I was truly on the verge of giving myself into him and just to let my sick body go wild for a few mintues.

"Roza..." he murmured in my ear, getting closer to my neck where I could feel his teeth as he spoke.

"Quit. Your with Tasha."

"We broke up. Tasha and I."he said.

"Why?"

"Because I am in love with you Rose. I don't want to be away from you any longer than I have too."

His words hit me and I swallowed as tears threaten to come. "Comrade, please. Get off of me."

We locked eyes as he slowly moved off of me. I sat up and quickly stood on my feet as I went to the window looking out the window. It seemed like forever til I spoke. "Dimitri... w-we can't be together."

"What do you mean Roza?"

"Exactly that. We can't be in each other's lives simply because I am not sure if I am going to die tomorrow or next week because of my Cancer. Believe me, I don't want to leave you and Lissa, or even Eddie. It's just what happens. We can't change what's bound to happen. So, I think it's better if we weren't seeing each other. " Tears flown over my cheeks as my heart was breaking. I hated to do this to him, but, I don't want him to have to go through the pain. The pain of us not being with each other because my future isn't a hundred percent sure. I still have to go in tomorrow to take those blood tests, which scares the hell out of me. I blinked tears away as I felt his arms wrap around me.

"Roza, please.... Don't shut me out. Please." His voice sounded like it was on the verge Iif crying. I never wanted to cause him pain.

"Dimitri, please. Give me time."

He unwrapped his arms, stepping away. "Alright Roza."

I hear the door shut softly as he left ne, taking my request literally. I sighed and slid down to my knees crying hard. I hated being sick. It was horrible and ruined everything that I had going for me. I wish I never had it, wished I never had Stomach Cancer. I shut my eyes, crying harder as my head went to the floor as my sobs threw my body hard agasint the carpet. Eventually I passed out from crying, everything going black.