Recurring Brother Problems

Chapter 14: 'Just do it!' and 'What are you doing here?'

Chapter 14: 'Just do it!' and 'What are you doing here?' (Cameron's p.o.v.)

There laying on the hospital bed was my brother.

He had a few bandages on him, that I could see anyway. The one that worried me most was the one wrapped around his forehead. I heard the beeping of the heart monitor. It gave me some peace telling me that at least he's alive.

I couldn't walk in any farther. I can't. I stood in the walkway to the door and the room. It gave me enough room to see him and that's all I could ask for.

Days passed. And well, he still hasn't woke up. The nurses and doctors tell me that he fell into a coma. Not the best news in the world. On day two, the guys had to pull me out of the room. I didn't want to leave him. I'm all he has at the moment. Mom and dad are away, and can't come back for another few weeks. I called them and told them, they even tried to come back but they couldn't. So, I'm all he has. Yeah, he might have been mad at me, when it happened, but it doesn't matter now.

On day three, I broke down watching the news. It was just a simple news report, till they decided to talk about him.

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I sat there on the couch, the guys giving me space. They never left me alone, but they were always around. At the moment there in the kitchen. I know there watching me. They always are. Well at least since, you know.

Flipping through the channels, I ended up landing on the news.

I never really watch it. But there was nothing else on, and it caught my attention. So I did.

What ever they were talking about had ended and a new topic came on.

"It has been reported that the young actor Logan Henderson from the Nick show Big Time Rush and also band member, was in a bad motorcycle accident on Saturday. They say he ended up hitting his head pretty bad, and that he is now's resting up in the hospital. ......"

At that point I start to cry. And I don't know, which one of the guys ended up turning off the tv.

I sat there crying, and crying. They even ended up trying to comfort me. But I had pushed them all away. I just wanted to be alone.

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That, I believe was the worst.

I guess, it was the realization hitting home, that it really did happen.

Every day I wake up, get ready, leave, and go see Logan. The guys come too. Just on there own terms. I'm already there when they get there. And they leave. Then I'm still there. The nurses end up telling me that I should leave. I ignore them. Well, till one of the guys pulls me out the room and makes me leave.

That is how I leave him every day.

One day, I heard the guys talking in the kitchen. They were trying to be quiet, but I still ended up hearing them.

"Is she still like that?" James asked.

"Yeah she is." Kendall said then sighed. "She wont do anything, but sit there cry and go see him. That's it."

"Damn, she really needs to do something else."

"You're telling me?"

"Did you ever actually ask her out, before it happened?" Carlos asked him.

There was a long pause before he answered.

"No. That never came up. And now I can't." He said.

"What!" James yelled.