Love with a mask (Justin Bieber, Austin Mahone)

Nerves

I woke up to a dark room. Just the dim lights of the machines surrounding me.

I'm guessing the guys left. That kind of made me sad.

Like, why would they all just leave like that? I felt that maybe I should call Blake so he could explain to me everything. But then again, why didn't he tell me why we weren't together? All he said was that he wanted to get back together. I feel like I need explanations and strangely there was only one person that I could trust at this point. Even though I barely knew him even though I could have been really close to him before this whole thing.

But how could I reach him? I don't even know where my phone is? Why do I feel like talking to him? So many thoughts and questions. I feel like crying in frustration.

But instead I hold it in.

I look to my left and see a red flashing button that says "Nurse"

I click it.

I wait for 15 seconds until a nurse comes in and asks me smiling "Hi Sweetie how are you feeling?"

I smiled and said "Umm...good I guess just a little achey and disoriented. Um I have a question"

She looked at me like she was scared and said "Yeah sure whatever you like"

I was honestly scared too.

"Umm did my phone survive the crash or is it here? I need to make a phone call."

She looked relieved and said "Oh yeah it's here" she said walking over to a counter under the tv across from my bed. "Your phone is fine just a few little cracks on the back and on the screen" handing it to me.

I dont remeber upgrading to an Iphone 6 gold?

Whatever stop asking so many questions Ariana!  Just make the Call!
My concious told me.

She said "Is that all?"

I looked up smiling at her. Im actually greatful that's she's not forcing me to remember things or asking questions about things I wouldn't remember.

I nod and say "Not right thank you"

She smiles and says "No Problem"

With that she took her small and quick steps out the door.

I didn't know my password..maybe it's something simple. Think Ari think, think of something you really like...Songs, ummm..Artists...Numbers...dates...

I tried the basic 1234

Nothing.

2015

Nothing

5678

Nada.

0000

Again, Damn if I keep messing up it's gunna block me

1111

Success, "YES!" I whisper pumping my fist.

I see I have various messages. I go straight to my contacts and type his name, I hope I didn't have a nickname or something for him or else this was going to get difficult.

I found his name with a diamond and winking emoji next to it. Thank God.

I clicked the call button and put the phone up to my ear. As it started ringing I started getting butterflies in my stomach.

Ugh I feel like im gunna hurl.

Then the ringing stops and I hear his voice.

"Ariana? Is that you?!"

I closed my eyes and said

"Hey Alex please come here we have to talk"

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Cliffhanger again sorry you're all gunna kill me.