Love with a mask (Justin Bieber, Austin Mahone)

Decisions and Reuniting

I literally got chills. I knew it was HIM but I couldn't process that he was actually here and behind me.
Wasn't he India?? Was I happy to see him? I don't know...like ya, in happy that Yovanna isn't really pregnant but we broke up...Do I want him back? Why am I having doubts? We broke up just because she was pregnant and I didn't want him to ruin his life and let the baby grow up alone without a father..but she's not really pregnant and he's not really a dad.. WHAT DO I DO?! I don't know!
Well...Stupid maybe you should turn around and talk to him...
I slowly turned around and he was smirking and his eyes were looking me in the eyes trying to catch my gaze.
I looked at the ground and kept staring at it..he sounded confused and said "Hey babe, you hear??"
I didn't answer, I didn't hear him in the first place because there were just so many thoughts running through my mind...Like, What if he asks to get back together? Would I say yes? Would I say No? I don't know. I'm really confused. this is one of those moments where when we were dating I'd start overthinking and crying. I've been doing that so much lately and Austin was always there..
Wait, Austin.
Do I like Austin??
No. Just as a "brother" right?
I started stressing and breathing heavily. Justin got worried and put his hands on my shoulders and said
"Ariana, Sweetheart you okay?? What's wrong? Calm down"
I started breathing deeply and then Started hyperventilating.
He knew I did this when I overthink
too much. He squatted a little so he was at eye level with me. He put his finger under my cheek and lifted my head up so I was looking him right in the eye. I haven't don't that in so long. It gave me goosebumps.
A tear fell from my eye. He put his hands behind my back holding me and I took my hands and put them on his shoulders. He started saying slowly "Baby Breathe in." I obeyed him. "And out" slowly I was doing it. "Again, in" we both breathed in slowly "And out" and we both breathed out.
My breathing steadied and I automatically started crying. He wrapped his arms and we hugged. I missed his hugs so much. I started moving my hands around his back because I couldn't believe he was actually in my hold again. I dug my nails into his shirt clutching onto him. I just couldn't process that.
I started crying and kept saying into his shoulder "I missed you so much I'm so so sorry I'm so sorry Justin I love you so much I'm so so sorry" sobbing.
He put his hand on the back of my head and started saying in my neck. "I love you so so much Ariana I can't explain, I can't live without you. I'm nothing without you. I'm so so sorry Please be my baby again"
He gave small kisses on my cheeks and went back to crying and saying those things to me. I haven't heard his voice in so long I just couldn't process he was here. I was so happy. I know what I want.
I want my Justin back, We didn't meet for no reason. I missed him so much. I finally stopped crying but he was still hugging me so tight as if he's never hugged me before.
I lifted my head and I was smiling. I hadn't fully smiled since before we broke up. Ya the guys made me laugh and everything but it wasn't like Justin made me smile.
He looked me in the eyes and there were tears falling from his eyes. I placed my hands on his cheeks and wiped them away. He started smiling and said "There's nothing like us"
I started laughing and said "There's nothing like you and me together"
He then cupped my face with his hands and leaned in slowly. My heart started racing because I missed him and we haven't kissed since...I don't know but it's been so long. Then he slowly placed his lips on mine and I closed my eyes and kissed him back.
Our lips were meant to be together. They belonged together. He tightened his grip around my waist and pulled his chest against mine. I was so happy I had butterflies in my stomach.
We parted and I said "I have to go" he looked shocked and said "Wait, Why?! We're finally back together again and you already have to leave??" I said "Ya, I have a meeting with Luan Santana here, isn't that how you found me??"
He said "No I called Austin but he didn't answer so I called Alex and he said that you were gunna come to this cafe. I came from India and cancelled my last two shows because I only had two left to be here. Austin said he had to tell me something but he said that he was gunna tell you first so you could tell me. What is it??"
My heart sunk. He is going to be so angry.
"Justin, Yovanna is-" I got interrupted by Luan Santana coming out of the cafe and said "Ariana? Ariana dos Santos? Its you right??"
I turned around and said "Hi Luan sorry I'm late I just had to explain-"
Justin interrupted and said "You know what? Ariana you can go you can tell me later. I'll come by at 9 to pick you up and then we can talk okay?" he said kindove embarrassed trying to be polite "Okay I guess" He walked to me and gave me a small kiss and hugged me. and said "Love you Sweetheart" I said
"Love you too baby"
Luan was polite and held the door for me to go in. I turned and looked for Austin but he was just sitting in the car on the phone.
I turned and looked at Justin getting into Austins car, Austin looked at me and waved. I skipped over and looked at Luan and said "hold on sorry" he said "No problem"
I ran to Austins car and knocked on his window he lowered it and said "What's up??" I smiled sheepishly and said "Can I at least have a hug from my brother??"
He chuckled and said "Fine only because you want me to"
He opened the door and hugged me so tightly, everytime we hugged we swayed back and forth and I'd always say "I'm gunna fall" but he never lets me fall. Then he pulled away and held my hands and said "You feeling better?"
I smiled and saw Justin staring at us and I said "I'll be okay" then he hugged me again and said "Good luck, tell me everything that happens" he looked worried but I could see he was trying to hide it.
I rubbed my thumbs on his hands and asked "Are you worried??"
He looked at me sympathetically and said "I hate seeing you hurt and I'm scared I'll lose you as my little sister and that something will hurt you."
I hugged him and said "I'll be okay,
Thank you for worrying and you won't lose me. I'll always be you're unrelated adopted little sister"
He hugged me and said "Okay"
I said "Okay so I gotta go, go show Justin the apartment"
"I will" he kissed the top of my head and got in the car.
Justin gestured the heart with his hands and blew me a kiss. I smiled and did it back. He smiled and they drove off.
I walked back to the cafe and Luan sat me at a booth in the corner. Then his first question kind of came out of nowhere "Ariana, would you like to sing a duet with me at my upcoming concert? Just us two?"