Love with a mask (Justin Bieber, Austin Mahone)

Guys will be Guys

~Justin~

It's been two weeks since the breakup with me and Ariana, I'll be the first to say I'm not taking it well..I haven't been able to hold it back all the pain. I fell hard for Ariana, I can't explain for what I feel in love with about her. It was just everything about her that left me mesmerized I remember she'd fall asleep in my arms and Id be thinking to myself and thanking God saying "I'm so lucky to have her and be the one whose arms she's sleeping in. Thank you God for letting me meet her and for giving me those four weeks I had with her." Now I lay in hotel beds on tour just thinking about her and how I could be singing with her. I took the song "Nothing Like Us" out of the tour track, so I wouldn't sing it anymore for the tour because the first show I had to sing it and I ended up crying thinking about Ariana, I'd look in the crowd and every face Id see Id only see her..Just by the first chord of the song reminded me of when I was playing the piano and she came and slid onto the piano bench in Rio and started singing at a different tone with me but still sounded perfect. Everything reminds me of her. I can't look at my Twitter or Instagram feed without seeing her name. I can't go out in public without getting attacked by paparazzi and hearing her name.

All the paps want to do is take me down, see me break down and see me lose control. And honestly I feel like I already am. I've tried calling Ariana to talk to her, atleast if we can't date that doesn't mean we can't be friends. But it can't happen because she's ignoring me and the only way I've been finding out how she is is through Austin. I call him everyday sometimes twice because she left my label and joined austins so they're practically together 24/7 I see their pictures but I know there's nothing going on between them. Atleast I hope not...I trust Austin and I know he wouldn't do that.

So, Yovanna decided to disappear off of the face of this planet, she's literally gone ghost. The last time I talked to her was when she called me, but after that I haven't heard anything from her. She hasn't posted anything on her Instagram either. Something's not right, I'd go to her house but I'm in India now. I even wanted to see the pictures of the baby in the Ultrasound but I haven't heard from her.

Today I've literally been in bed all day just thinking about how Yovanna is pregnant and how im gunna be a dad. And how the mother of my child is not going to be the one I wanted it to be. If anything I wanted Ariana to be the mom. But that's not happening anytime soon...I Love her, I really Love Ariana Dos Santos

I want her back, I need her. A tear slid down my cheek and onto my pillow, just crying in bed over the one girl that managed to change my life over a few weeks...Ariana

~Ariana~

"Get the hell out!!" I screamed pushing the door as the guys tried pressing against the door trying to get into my bedroom.

We were back in Miami in my new apartment. I had released my first single called "Saying Goodbye" I released it a week after the breakup with Justin. Don't think I'm cold and heartless, it's been really hard to let it go. And I'm still trying to keep myself strong. Two weeks go by really slow after a break up. I felt like it was just yesterday. Every night I think about him and cry remembering sleeping next to him and talking to him and chasing each other like kids. It hurts.

I was writing a song and they wanted to hear and trying to see my lyrics.

"Noo I want to see your lyrics" shouted Zach.

"Guys you aren't going to see them. You're gunna see them at the same time as everyone else which is next Tuesday which is when it's released"

"But I'm in the same record label as you! That must count for something" screamed Austin.

"It doesn't!!" I screamed back

"How are four guys getting beat by a scrawny girl at trying to open a door??" Robert asked