Love with a mask (Justin Bieber, Austin Mahone)

The Past Revealed

He said "Lets see if you get it from my song" then he started singing "That should be me making you smile, that should be me holding your hand."

I felt a tear roll down my cheek and he said "You understand??" I nodded and said "How??" He said "How what??"

Crying and screaming at the same time I said "How would we work?? You're a famous pop star and im a normal Miami girl" he tried to stop me from franticking and said "You have an amazing talent" I started crying and he said "You are so beautiful and have an amazing voice, I can tell Scooter and you an join our label, you'll be famous within a few weeks for your amazing talent, beauty and for dating me, I just want to scream to the world that you're mine"

I tried calming down and said "but you're not my boyfriend..." I saw him starting to cry, alot. More than in his movie when he was talking about Avalanna, he was gunna say something but I stoppped him and said "Not yet" he looked up at me and said "What do you mean??"

"Justin, Blake's leaving me for Afghan, I didn't tell you because I didn't think it was important, but Im gunna end things with him because I know that's what he's already going to do to me. I can't take the pain. I'm in so much pain right now and I just can't hold it in" I broke down and fell onto the floor on my knees, I automatically started crying and hiccupping. My heart hurt I felt like I was breaking into a million pieces. I feel so alone and in so much pain, there's nothing that can take this pain away. Blake of all people that loved me is leaving me. Leaving me with pain of betrayal with another girl and with the chances of never coming back. Trust me if Justin kissed me right now id be so happy and sad and horrible because i'd technically be betraying Blake. I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!! IT HURTS SO BAD.

Justin came next to me and hugged me and was crying on me, he had his head on top of me with his chin resting on my head, we both were broken. Both of us crying here, It hurts too much. I gripped my hands around Justins back, I was gripping him so hard I thought I had my fingernails in his back. It wasn't that I was hurting him.

I was gripping onto him because I dont want him to leave, I dont want to lose someone else I love. Im done losing people I love.

Images came into my head "The day my dad got arrested he was tucking me and my sister into bed telling me about his day at work (I was 10 and she was 12 but he still tucked us in bed 'cos we were his 'Baby Angels" and in a blink of an eye, with our little house with only 2 rooms and a bathroom, livingroom and kitchen I heard peoplee break my front door down, my dad picked me up and put me in my closet with my sister and said "Don't leave until I say so and stay really quiet, I promise i'll be back. He kissed the top of our foreheads and said I love you girls" then he shut the door, I was going to scream for him to come back but my sister covered hers and my mouth. We could see through the little slits my dad running out of the room, my mother screaming for my father. We heard a gunshot and saw my mother on the floor, I screamed so loud but no one could hear me because her hand was still on my mouth. I only saw my father reaching for his hunting gun he kept on the wall shooting, I heard the men's bodies falling on the floor. Then police walked in and saw my father with the gun and everyone dead. My dad was protecting us, it looked like he killed my mother and the other men. But we were ambushed. I visited father and he told me that they ambushed the wrong house, that that gang was supposed to ambush the house next door. I cried and he was sentenced for 20 years. After that me and my sister looked after eachother, she joined a gang at one point trying to avenge my mother's death and our father's prison, but she left, because I told her that even if she found them, that there'd be no point because she'd be just as bad as them"

I told Justin this crying and shaking I looked up at him and saw his face flooded with tears and his face all red. All he said was "I love you" I started crying even more, I swear I was going to have a Panic or heart attack. Justin picked me up and said "Let's go" "where are we going?" "Do you want to end the pain now or in a month??"

"Now" this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my life

Justin took our boards, and took my hand and we walked up to the hotel, Justin put his disguise back on so we didn't attract attention. And I did too so I wouldnt run into Brian or his mom.

When we got in the elevator with his security guard Justin said "You never told anyone what you told me..did you??" I whispered "Never, only you" He squeezed my hand and said "I'm with you, i'll be with you the whole time," "No it's ok, i'll do this myself, it'll hurt less", hee squeezed tighter and said Holler at me, ill be outside the door if you need me"

We got off on the F floor, we walked towards the room, I stood in front of the door, Justin stood next to me next to the doorway so Blake couldn't see him when I went in, he squeezed my hand one last time and said "remember, scream my name and i'll be there" , I opened the door slowly and left it open so if Justin needed do come in he could.. I took 3 steps in and froze.

My heart is broken...Im done