Love with a mask (Justin Bieber, Austin Mahone)

What ifs and and doubts

~Ariana~
So it's 6 and I have two hours until I have to meet up with Luan. I already texted him the café address.

"It's about Justin" that's all Austin said in the elevator I kept asking him to talk but he just repeated "Wait till we get to the harbor"

We live in downtown Tampa so we went to the harbor in his car and when we got out we went to a secluded area. The car ride was quiet and awkward. He led me over to where a boat was supposed to be, but I guess it left because it was just an empty space. We sat on the concrete ledge and I asked again "Tell me now" I said looking at him. He wouldn't look me in the eyes, he'd just keep staring at the water.

"Do you still like Justin??"

I felt goosebumps all over my body, I got butterflies in my stomach...I tried to hold It back..

"I don't know..to be honest...I really don't know. Nothing would make me go back to him because he has a baby he has to take care of and I'm not going to get in his way of being a good father"

He looked sad and just kept staring at the water.

"Austin are you okay? what do you have to tell me?? Did something happen to Justin??"

He looked me in the eyes for half a second and put his hand against mine then looked way, but he didn't move his hand.

"I don't know if you'll like what im going to tell you or if you'll be mad..Just please don't do anything stupid"

I got worried and said "Okay I Promise"

I was really nervous...my stomach was in knots.

"Ariana the day after we came to Miami and you and Justin were already split up I went to the club Downtown with the guys but I was the only one that saw what I saw."

His eyes were at the peak of crying, I scooted over closer to him and leaned my head on his shoulder and said "You can talk to me don't worry"

He sniffled his nose and rubbed his eyes quickly and continued "So me and the guys got drinks and I saw out of the corner of my eye, Yovanna..."

My heart stopped when I heard her name but I kept listening.

"She was dancing with a bunch of guys and a guy came up behind her and started kissing her neck and she turned around and was talking to him, then he left and came back with a drink. She went into the corner and drank it like she was craving it forever. I then walked closer a little blending in with everyone else dancing and heard the guy say 'Don't you think anyone's gunna see you drinking and know you're not pregnant??' then she laughed and said 'Everyone's drunk even if they heard anything they'll think they're hallucinating'

I felt numb. I didn't know how I felt..I had no reaction, but he kept talking

"And as clumsy as I am I tripped and fell near her, then she knew I was listening and right when she saw it was me she started begging me 'Please dont tell Justin or Ariana I can explain.' and I responded 'How can you explain faking your pregnancy just to split them up??' then she answered 'You don't want to tell them? Do you Austin? Hurt them and break their hearts when they're already broken??' and then I bolted and ran out"

I started crying so hard. I put my face into my hands and watched my tears drip into the green water of the harbor.

He put one arm under my stomach and one around my back so I wouldn't fall. After about half an hour of crying we got up and started walking to the car because the boat was returning to the spot it was going to park. Right when we were about to get into the car he was holding my hand while we were walking. I had absolutely no emotion anymore and I felt like crying again but I knew there was no point. I stopped in my tracks and Austin got worried and said "What's wrong?" I just stared at the ground blankly and the words came out of my mouth without wanting to. "Does Justin know?"

"No I wanted to tell you first hoping you'd want to tell him..I don't know what I thought would happen I just thought I should've told you"

My heart hurts so badly, literally physically it hurt. Why would she do this to me? What did I ever do to her? I never did anything. I don't know what I want. If I should tell Justin.
No obviously I have to tell him.. he needs to know so he doesn't stay with a girl for a baby who doesn't even exist. I don't know what to do? Do I want Justin back?? Yes, obviously..No? I don't know.

All I know is that I'm meeting Luan Santana in about a hour so I'm just gunna think about that for now.

Tears started rolling down my cheeks and Austin pulled me into a hug.

He rubbed my hair with one hand and held me with the other. He kissed my cheek and whispered "Everything's gunna be okay, Trust me I'll always be here for you."

We pulled away I wiped my face and got into the car.

He drove me to the Café to meet Luan. He was trying to cheer me up by changing the subject but I just kept looking out the window and ignoring him.

When we arrived at the café it was 7:50 p.m

I got out of the car and Austin stepped out too. I looked at him and said "Austin you don't have to stay, I'll be fine. I'll ask Luan for a ride."

He said sternly "No I'm staying, You'll want me to"

"Why?? it's just a business meeting"

Austin's face froze and he looked sortove happy yet scared.

I felt someone's lips right next to my ear and whisper "Hey Sweetheart" chills shot down my spine and caused me to shiver. And I knew who it was...and I was happy, scared, relieved, worried, nervous, and queasy all at once....I knew who it was...

Justin.

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