Love with a mask (Justin Bieber, Austin Mahone)

Shockers and Cries

We were just exiting the Elevator, I felt dizzy but it was because I felt like I was about to have a Panic Attack, I couldn't keep my balance so the guys were holding me up under my arms supporting me.

I couldn't think straight, I was taking very short and quick breaths...hyperventilating.

I stopped crying at the boat but now I just couldn't focus, I don't know what im feeling...I feel like im going to Collapse...any second now...I felt like there were 20 tons of weight on the back of my neck and shoulders just dragging me down...

As if something just wants me to fall and not succeed at getting up.

We were walking towards the room, meanwhile I was closing my eyes and leaning my head onto Im guessing was Alex's shoulder. I couldn't tell if I was passing out or if I was falling asleep. Even though it was afternoon now.

I felt someone put their hand under my head and lift my head up. I couldn't control myself.

I autmoatically let my head fall foward, again a hand lifting my head up but with two hands trying to keep my head straight. I felt someone lightly slapping my face trying to wake up I guess.

I started blinking my eyes trying to open them, I managed to open them for a full second and saw a muffled austin image until my eyelids gave up and closed again.

The guys kept dragging me along. My ears were blanking out, I couldn't hear anything but soft echoes, it sounded like the guys were 30 miles away from me trying to talk to me through a tunnel. I couldn't make out any of the words.

I felt Austin's hands move away for a second allowing me to drop my head again.

Honestly I didn't know what was wrong with me. Ive never felt this before...

I sudeenly felt cold air brush against my face causing me to shiver. Only on my face because I still had the oversized black sweatshirt on.

After a few seconds I felt a soft cushion and my body relax on a soft surface. I think it was the bed.

I felt the guys arms leave from me, leaving me to feel alone. I was laying on my back, then right when i think I was about to fall asleep I felt a really freezing cold surface on my forehead. Which caused me to flinch and wince...in pain? I couldn't tell..

Then after hearing muffled voices again..I think I fell asleep..

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I was awoken by a flashing bright white light in my eye. Someone was pulling my eye lid flashing something in my eye.

I felt a little better I guess...I wonder how long I was out....Was I even out???

So many questions and thoughts pounding on my temples causing me to whimper in pain, I still didn't even open my eyes.

I just had strength to pull my knees up to my chest under the blanket

Wait, Blanket?? Then I realized and felt the soft giant comforter on top of me

I tightened my eyes closed until someone flipped me over and pulled the comforter away which caused me to whine. I was lifted up and sat up. I felt so weak I could barely sit up. Again The rms around my back.

Again, The flashlight lifting up my eyelids and flashing in my eyes.

Suddenly then it hit me, the sounds, So Loud

"Ariana, Are you awake?"

"Ariana, Talk to us"

All I kept hearing was my name and it hurt my head so bad. I felt like my muscles were tense.