your crying shoulder

05

Gianna's POV

Three weeks later

"Love you babe." Jack kissed me on the cheek.
"Love you too!" We went our separate ways to class. We have only been dating for three weeks, but we were incredibly close. As I took my seat, an announcement came over the speaker.
Attention students, due to severe weather school will be released early. Please drive safely.
I look over to my best friend Ang. "Guess I should go find jack then?" "Yeah I can get Shawn to give me a ride." She smiled at me.
"You and shawn eh?" I smirked.
She blushed. "It's only been a week shut up!" She said still a light shade of pink. I winked and stood up to go get Jack.
As I turned the corner I saw Jack and a girl holding hands(picture above) But not in a friendly manner. He was stoking her hand, just like he did to mine.
I felt my face heat up but I stood there quietly, going unnoticed. I looked at the girl. She sat there looking at him, her eyes full of the same thing I look at him with.
Love.
"Be safe okay?" He whispered.
"I will." And with that he gave her a peck on the lips and rested his forehead on hers.
Hot tears pricked my eyes. My heart dropped into my stomach and my throat felt as if I had dry swallowed a pill. I immediately called my only friend besides,well who I thought was my friend, Jack. And that was Ang. We just met around a year ago but ever since Gilinsky, we have gotten closer.
"Hello? Gi, what's wrong? Are you okay?"

"C-can you and shawn p-p-please pick me up?"
"Yeah of course. I will drop you off at your house so you can pack a bag. Your spending the night at my house." She said.
"Okay." I sniffed. At this point I was sobbing. A few minuets later I was sitting in he back of Shawn's car. Ang was sitting with me and I had my head on her shoulder.
She didn't think I noticed, but shawn texted her to make sure I was doing ok.
"Shawn can you drop us at Walmart for a second?"
"Of course babe. Be careful of the rain on your way in."
Ang laughed. "Shawn it's 20 feet I think we will be fine."
She dragged me inside. "Why are we here?"
"We are getting food because food is the next best thing since me." Ang said.
I laughed through my tears. Ang was the only person that could make me laugh no matter what mood I was in.
We got tons of snacks and she said she would order pizza later. By the time we had gotten to her house it was noon.
Ang handed me the key and I heard her and shawn saying goodbye while I unlocked the door to her house. Her parents were never home and I didn't exactly have parents that I could ask permission to spend the night sooo.

Ang came in after shawn drove off.
"Do you wanna tell me what happened?"
I explained everything. Ang and I both knew that we couldn't confront eachother. We both didn't really know how to handle people. She murmured something and went to get her keys to her white Jeep.
"Ang don't."
"What?"
"I know you. You're going to go stomp his ass." I chuckled.
"Why shouldn't I!?" She screeched.
"Just sit down and order us some pizza bitch!" I yell throwing a pillow at her.
She tosses her keys back on the table and laughs while calling village Maria.

I checked my phone to see many messages from Jack. I shut off my phone as a silent hot tear fell over my cheek. I took another bite of pizza and continued watching American Horror Story with Ang. We both passed out around three.

When I woke up the next morning I decided to read the messages
Babe?
What happened?
Did you make it home alright!?
You aren't at your house I'm getting worried.
Babe!
Answer me!
I love you please answer me baby!
Gianna Marie answer me!
I scoffed at the pathetic messages. I texted him back.
G-I see I'm not the only girl you love. Saw you resting on each others forehead like a damn romance novel. I'm sorry I believed your sweet nothing's.
A few minuets later I receive a text from a confused jack.
J-babe what are you talking about? I don't know what your talking about.
G-oh really? Who's the other girl? I saw you before I left school with that girl. Kissing her. Stoking her hand affectionately. Saying I love you. How long jack!? You pestered me to let you in just to break me. So yeah. I went to make sure we could get home together safely to see that. Do me a favor and stay the fuck away. I'm staying at a friends for a while. Don't bother with the apologies because nothing will work. But just know Jack, that I will always love you. Bye.

I continued to sob and went to the bathroom. It's time I saw another old friend of mine. Mr. Blade. I cut 5 cuts. One for each jacks, one for each of my parents, and one for the girl with jack. I cleaned my arm and sat on the floor for a little.
Ang woke up at noon and again didn't fail to amuse me. She stood outside the door singing the song from victorious when they preformed jades play.
"DONT CRY! DONT YOU CRY LITTLE GIRL. DOWN IN THE WELL THE WELL WHERE YOU FELL JUST BELIEVE YOU CAN FLY AND YOU WILL! FLY UP OUT OF THAT WELLLLLL." by that point I was silently laughing and she was struggling just to sing, scratch that scream the words because she was laughing so hard. Eventually I came out to see Ang laying on the floor basically dying.
"CALL....THE..PARA.....MEDICS!" She said through fits of laughter. I laughter at her stupidness and helped her up.
"We are doing whatever you want to get that asshole of your mind. Just the three of us!"
"3?"
"Yeah! Shawn said you sound really sweet and he would love to hang out with us. So don't be a bitch!" She said pointing a finger at me playfully.

"No promises! I said smirking.

Maybe life without jack wouldn't be so hard if I had Shawn and Ang.