If I could turn back time { a Joe Sugg fan Fiction}

~18~

"Mr Sugg," the doctor greeted me, shaking my hand as I walked into his office. Something isn't right, I can sense it. " I hate to have to break this news to you, it honestly breaks my heart but Molly's other organs are beginning to fail so we can't do any more for her. We don't have these meetings with family's often but I'm afraid I do have to talk to you about your options. You can always-"
My mind started to spin, I could see the doctors mouth moving but nothing seemed to come out. The whole room was in silence, my beautiful wife, my soul mate was practically dead, her organs all failing on her. How could I have let this happen.
"Mr Sugg are you alright?" I hear the doctor say, I must have been really zoned out.
"Can you repeat the options please?" I gulped.
"Obviously you can just leave this situation and continue with her on life support, Unfortunately because of the state of the organs there is a large chance that she will never wake up, or, with your permission we can switch off her life support machine. I know that it's not a nice thing to have to decide but we do have to rush you for a decision. We don't think that Molly would make a full recovery and at the end of the day it is much nicer to switch off the life support, it sounds horrible but she would slip away peacefully and you can be with her, it's much nicer to stop the pain for her." He explained.
"Which would you say is the best option?" I sniffed, trying to hold in the tears.
"It should be your decision but if I was in your position I would want to do the best for her." He gave me a sympathetic smile.
All I want is the best for her, I want her to be happy and I don't want her to be in pain anymore, only one option seems to be the best...