If I could turn back time { a Joe Sugg fan Fiction}

~19~

I know your all going to HATE me but seriously please read the chapter after this. Sorry to all the people xxx
You have my permission to turn off the life support ." I said as I broke down into tears.
There is only one person I want right now, there is only one person I need, but she can't be with me.
"I know this is all going so fast right now but I will arrange for a doctor to turn it off. You can have as much time as you need with her." He gave me another sympathetic smile then he passed me a box of tissues.
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"Oh Mol, what am I going to do whithout you?" I cried as I rubbed her arm. The last words she said on this world were filled with worry and fear, three simple words "Joe, the baby?". Her kids mean everything to her, she didn't even get to spend proper quality time with the daughter that she had longed for for so long.
"I want you to know that I love you so much I can't put it into words, I honestly thought that we would be together forever. No one with ever replace you, I promise that! Jackson and Georgia will know all about their mummy, and I will make sure that they know that you love them so much and that you will always be watching over them. I won't let them ever get hurt and I will always make them feel good about themselves. They will always know how much mummy loved them dearly and I will always make sure that Georgia treasures the five precious minutes that you had together, I love you baby." I cried. The doctor knocked lightly on the room door, it's time to say goodbye.
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It came to the point. The doctor asked me to sign the form and the asked if I wanted anyone else with me. I lightly shook my head which caused tears to flow harder. How could I do this to the person who promised to love me through sickness and in health? How can I do this to the mother of my children? How am I supposed to tell my children that their mummy is no longer with us?
"Are you sure you want to do this Mr Sugg?" The doctor asked one last time. I simply just nodded.
"It's what she would have wanted." I tried to smile lightly as tears continued to drop down my face.
I gripped onto Molly hand and then slowly rubbed it with my other hand. I gave her one last kiss on the forehead and then nodded to the doctor. He slowly pulled the plug out of the machine that was keeping Molly alive. I could feel the last electrical current pass through her body before the silence of the machines took over. No more bleeping could be heard, Molly's chest stayed still, no longer moving slowly up and down. She was gone.