All I Want Is Nothing

Gerard

Frank waved at me as I drove away and I waved back. Hmm, Frank. It's short, like him. But I like it.

"Frank." I say his name, liking how it sounds rolling off my tongue.

I get back to my dorm and I think about texting Frank but I don't want to sound too needy because he just gave it to me not even an hour ago.

I shrugged and decided it's now or never. I probably wrote and re-wrote the text over and over about 12 times until I just decided with this :

Me- hey frank, it's gerard. - xoxog

Oh, shit. God dammit. Why, Gerard? Why did i have to put ''xoxog''? I wish there was and un-send button. Ugh, why am I so stupid?

After I mentally yelled at myself, I waited for a reply. After about half an hour, I decided to take a shower which I totally didn't think about Frank while I was in there. Psh, what are talki-ok, maybe I did a littl- ok, ok. A lot, but that doesn't matter.

*20 minutes later*

I got out of the shower. I totally didn't think about Frank while I was in there. Psh, what are talki-ok, maybe I did a littl- ok, ok. A lot, but that doesn't matter.

I checked my phone to see if he had texted back, but he still hadn't. I started to get a little worried but then thought, maybe he's just busy. Yeah, that's it. No need to worry.

I was hungry but I didn't feel like making anything so I just decided to call a Chinese restaurant and order takeout. While I waited, I started working on a song that I'm trying to finish. I started reading what I have so far,

"You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say 'I'm sorry'
Hear me out,
And if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world need something bett-" *knock knock*

"Oh, fuck!" I screamed as I nearly jumped out of my seat.

I grabbed my wallet and opened the door.

"That'll be $12.50, sir." The delivery lady said.

I handed her the money and a $5 tip and said, "Thanks, have a nice night."

"You, too." She answered.

I closed the door and set my food on the coffee table and began to eat.

I felt my butt vibrate and nearly choked. (A/N Jesus, this whole sentence sounds dirty. Don't even.)

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and saw that I had a message. It read...

Oh my, god, guys. I am so, so, so, so, sorry I haven't updated. School started last week and I just haven't had time. Again, I am so sorry. And omg guys, 207 reads! Thank you so much!! You don't know how happy that makes us! :D But anyway, Leigha has some really rad stories on her account so go check them out. Thanks for reading!

-Montahna (LolUrNotMikeyWay)