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The next few days at school were worse. Jack didn’t even look at me.If i past him he would completely blank me as if i wasn’t there. This made me feel really hurt. Whatever i had done had made him horrible. I just wished that he would tell me why he was so angry with me.For the rest of the week the hole in my heart kept getting bigger. Mum was noticing that i was acting strange but just thought it was because of gran , and it was , but Jack didn’t know what i was going through - the pain i was keeping to myself - that made thing worse than what they already were.
Days went slowly by. Jack ignored me, mum didn’t talk much dads car still didn’t work...same old same old really. Bella Swan had moved to Washington and Renée and her boyfriend had gone to Florida.
Friday morning came dad came in to wake me up but i was already dressed it was 5am and i went downstairs to have breakfast. I didn’t eat i was too nervous. I had never liked planes or funerals - i had only been to one and i ended up waiting in the car for it to end.
A cab came to pick us up because dad’s car wasn’t going to be ready for a week. After the chaos in the airport we got onto the plane. I felt really sick.
The plane started and i closed my eyes this was going to be a long terrifying journey for me.
"Leyla we're here."Mum wakened me up with a strange look on her face.
I got out of the plane and started shivering. It was freezing! And raining....great. I hadn’t even packed a good jacket. Forgetting that that Ireland was...cold. I don’t think that was the right word really. People walked about as if the cold didn’t bother them. They must have just been used to it.
Cold in the states didn’t ever really bother me i was 'cool' with it.
When dad hired a car and got our bags we drove to my Granddad’s house. Something was different without gran there. He seemed different.
That night i had a dream. I was in school - in Arizona and i was sitting next to Jack. He turned to look at me and i gasped in shock. I tried to run but he was holding me back .He had a firm grip on my arm. I didn’t know why i was running from him but i started getting annoyed at him for holding onto me. I was the stronger one.
Then my throat started burning and my eyes turned red...Then i woke up. I had been crying and mum came in to see me.
"Honey what’s wrong!?" She was tired and had been crying to.
"I had a bad dream, I’m fine honest mum go back to sleep."
"Is this about gran?"
"Yes" i lied .i didn’t want to tell her my dream, and didn’t want to tell her about Jack.
"Listen its ok Lela i am upset to but these things happen, ok. Try to get back to sleep. For me- Night"
"Good night” I replied
It wasn’t a very good night at all i kept having the same dream and didn’t ever understand what it ment.Why was i running away from Jack?
Why were my eyes red? Why was Jack holding onto me? It was all very strange.
Eventually morning came. I got up and dressed into a black dress and put my hair up out of my face into a bun. This was going to be a long and sad day.
When i got down stairs mum, dad and granddad were all waiting on me.Dad made me some toast but i didn’t eat it. I was worried and upset about what i was about to go to.
