Friends with benefits???

The plan

I woke up this morning at 5:00 not able to sleep. Which sucks cuz I only went to sleep at 1:00. So I decided to put that time to use. I get off my bed, went to my closet and got dressed. I put my white ting top, black pants, and a black checkered button down. I buttoned the last three buttons and walked downstairs. I got my bike from out of the garage and went through the the back door.

It was still dark outside. But that's the best time to relieve stress right? So I got on my bike and rode.

As I ride my bike all these thoughts about Matteo come running through the my mind like a waterfall. I can't believe he would do that to me. Was our friendship even s fake to get me to lower my guard. And Christine, she's just as bad. Why did they even want to cover up their relationship? As I think I pedal faster and faster not slowing down, til I almost get hit by a car and someone pulls me out the way. I turn back to say thank you to the person. When I turn around I see its Matteo. He says "Oh hey. I'm out for my morning jog. Do you wa--." I cut him off. "You should've let me get hit."

I pedal faster than before. I felt the tear hit my cheek but I wiped it away and tried to stop thinking about him. About what he did to me. But then everything gets blurry as my eyes fill with water. I turn the corner and notice a nearby park. I got off my bike and walked over to the swing area. I threw my bike to the side and sat on the swing. I started to think. I want to stop thinking about him but I can't. How could I possibly stop thinking about him? Then it hit me: the only way to stop thinking about him is to think about someone else. I looked at my phone. It was now 6:45. My parents get up in 15 minutes. So I got on my bike and ride home.

On my way home I started to think about some pretty attractive guys or girls in any of my classes. Of course none came to mind. So then I thought about some attractive guys and girls in my grade. There was a larger list but none I had a chance with.

I got to my house at 6:57. Three minutes to get inside. I opened the back door and tip-toed in with my bike. I put the bike back in the garage and ran upstairs. I washed my face and changed into my uniform. There was no point in changing to pjs for two minutes. I wore a burgundy polo with some black shorts, a black sweater and my black high-top converse. Then I put on eyeliner and mascara.

My parents came in my room to wake me up surprised to see me dressed already. "Wow. Someone was up early. Is Matteo coming over today?"  I didn't tell my mom about Matteo. She always warned me about boys and if I told her about the break up she wouldn't let me date again. She's always worried for my safety. "Uh no. Where meeting at the bus stop today." To avoid her next question, which was probably 'Why' I walked past her and went downstairs. I made myself some pancakes and tea and are real slow. I wasn't worried about missing the bus, not if Matteo was there. "Jada its 8:20. You better catch the bus cause I'm not dropping you" I walked to the bus stop SHOCKED to see Christine and Matteo there, holding hands.