Smoking doesn't even feel the same anymore. I can hear the judgement off of everyone. My voice sounds funny and I get all shaky. I'm just trying to feel ok. And it feels like nothing is working anymore. My skin is so ugly. I'm losing weight but not in a good way. And I'm spending money I don't have. I try to thank God for the good days but the bad days are tough. I'm so tired. I keep trying everyday. My brain hurts. God I don't know what you're doing but I trust you. Help me. Just help me please God.
Smoking used to kill the voices now I hear them more. I have to wear ear muffs now. It calms me down.
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Stinkin Thinkin
Non-FictionI've been struggling with depression for some time now and I'm trying so hard to overcome it but these are just some of the thoughts that runs through my head constantly that I need to let out so I put it in writing. *****This might contain "trigger...
