ON HOLD- <3 Darling It Will Be Okay <3 (A Johnnie Guilbert Fanfiction)

Chapter 6

*ALYX'S POV*

Its only been three weeks and we've all become really good friends. I learned that Lokae and I are basically clones when it comes to personality but I also learned that Johnnie's hella protective over her.

Speaking of Johnnie....I may or may not have a teeny tiny little crush on him....oh who am I kidding. I have fallen head over heels in love with him. But he probably doesn't feel the same way. Why would he? I'm just this depressed girl that's too broken to fix. I'm worthless. Nothing.

And he's perfect. He's almost always happy. Like he has days where he's more crappy than happy but everyone does. He's so nice.

I actually went to his and Lokae's place the other day. Funny thing is that they only live three houses down from my place.

*flash back*

Right when I walk into their house the smell of pine hits my noes. I look around and see the living room has black walls and pure white furniture. I notice a few candles scattered. That explains the pine scent. I also see a wall of pictures.

"I really like this one. " I say pointing to a picture of him and Lokae.

He's standing behind her with his arms wrapped around her and they both have huge goofy smiles. They look so happy.

"Yeah. Same here." He said looking down at me with a smile.

"I have one of me and my sister that looks exactly like it. Mum took it after we finished playing hide and seek. She found me and was just about to tickle me. Mum told us to hold still so she could take a picture. " I said looking at the picture with tears at the rim of my eyes, threatening to spill out on my cheeks.

I quickly blinked them away. Ronnie and Ali just give me a sympathetic look. I guess Johnnie noticed because he immediately gave me a hug. Lifting me off the ground slightly.

"Don't worry darling. It will be okay. I'm here for you." He whispered in my ear.

"Thank you." I said as a single tear crept down my face. He wiped it away with his thumb.

Grabbing my hand he pulled me upstairs and to his room.
I looked around and see a ton of band posters, some random trinkets, a pile of laundry in the corner, a tv, Xbox, video games, laptop, desk, and his bed with black and white bedding.

"I like your room." I say to him with a small smile.

"Thank you." He says back.

"Here sit down I wanna talk to you." He said. I immediately get worried. What if he never wants to talk to me again?
I sit down on his bed. Damn it's comfy.

"Whats up?" I ask him.

"I wanna ask you something... you don't have to answer if it's to hard too. But I'm just curious. " he says sitting across from me with his hand on mine.

"Okay. Go ahead. Ask away. I'll tell you anything you wanna know." I say getting more and more nervous.

"I...um... well...I just wanna know why you show up to school with bruises. Why your eyes always look sad but you put on a fake smile to hide it. And....um...why you got so sad when you mentioned your sister." He said looking down. Oh God....well. here goes nothing.

I then tell him everything. My whole story. All I leave out is the fact that I self harm. I couldn't bring myself to tell him that.

By the time I was done I was crying. Mascara running down my cheeks. Throat dry. And from what I see my eyes are grey. I feel so pathetic. I can't believe I'm crying in front of him.

He looks at me. Stares. For about a minute. Then just hugs me. Its the best hug ever. At first I was supprized but I quickly melted into him. He held me as if I was his life source.

"I'm so sorry Al. I can't believe this could happen to you. You're so funny and beautiful. How could anyone ever hurt you the way they did. And your sister.... oh my god...I'm so sorry. I just want you to know this makes me 5x more protective over you. I care about you. A lot. Don't ever leave me. OK? I would die. You're too amazing. I'm here whenever you need me. Whether it's 5pm or 5am. Anytime on any day. I promise I'll be here." He said to me still hugging me to death.

"Thank you so much Johnnie. You have no idea how much this means to me. I-" I stopped. I was just about to tell him I love him. I can't do that. He'all never talk to me again. He doesn't feel that way. He probably thinks of me the way he thinks of Lokae.

"I care about you too. And the same goes to you for the whole I'll be there whenever you need me. I'll be there. You can text me. Come to my house. Hell you can climb through my window if you want." I say.

"Thank you Alyx." He said.

"But uh Johnnie?" I squeaked.

"Yeah?" He said with a little laugh.

"I-I can't b-breath" I said. He's hugging me so tight I can't even breath.

"Oh haha sorry " he says with an awkward chuckle.

We both just sit there talking, laughing, and telling stories.

*flash back over*

That day was the best day of my life. I'll never forget it.

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This chapter was basically just a filler.
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~Syren