ON HOLD- <3 Darling It Will Be Okay <3 (A Johnnie Guilbert Fanfiction)

Chapter 7

*two months later

*Johnnie's Pov *

I have to tell her. I feel horrible. I can't believe I did what I did. She probably saw it too. I. Johnnie Guilbert. Kissed Alex Dorame.

Why may you ask? Because I love her...or at least I think I do. We've been dating for a while. But I think I love Alyx more. I know. I'm in love with two girls, both named Alex/Alyx.

I must be crazy.

*Alyx's Pov*

~11:30pm~

Tears stream down my face. Warm salty tears. I feel nothing but pain and sadness. I saw the video. I saw the pictures. I saw the tweets and tags.

@ AlyxThePug~ You didn't deserve Johnnie anyways. Alex is way prettier.

@ AlyxThePug~ Why haven't you killed yourself yet? Its not like he ever loved you. He only felt bad for you. A pathetic whore who doesn't deserve to be on this planet.

That one hurt. A lot.

I sit on the roof of my house just sobbing to myself. All I can think about is to just....jump. And that. Is exactly what I do.

I slowly stand and step to the side of the roof. I'm at least 20ft off the ground.

Cold wind brushes against my pale fragile body and through my long blond hair causing a shiver to crawl up my spine.

Above me shines a full moon almost as bright as the sun itself. Stars shining oh so bright. Leaving a twinkle in the navy blue sky.

I jump.

Only to land on my hands and feet in a crouching position....what the hell? I just jumped 20ft onto concrete how did I not just die?

Arouuuuuuuu my head shoots up to see the beautiful moon as I hear the howel of a lonely wolf.

All my senses kick into action. My eyes can see a humming bird moving in the flower bush...but it seems to be buzzing around the same speed a frail old lady crosses a street at. My nose stings when the strong scent of flowers and pine hit my nose.

I dig my nails into the soft earth and it seems like every emotion from everyone in at least 100m seeps into my body. The mucky moss gets into my black nails leaving an unpleasant feeling.

I can hear thoughts. So many thoughts. Some happy. Some sad. Some unpleasantly distribing. I can hear everything. From one heart beat to the next.

Jumping up onto my feet I run. No. Not just run. I sprint. It seems to be like I'm going along with the speed of light. I feel unstoppable. But that's not all I feel. I feel drawn. Drawn to some.... some place in this forest near my house.

I end up in...oh my God...

**A/N**

Soooo yeah here's a cliff hanger for all you beautiful peoples reading my shitty book. Welp sorry if there's any mistakes or anything. Its like midnight and I'm sick and yea caliey said it sounds like I have the plauge haha but imma go now. Sorry for not updating sooner.
Love y'all peace out you fother muckers
~Syren <3