*Alyx's Pov *
I get up off the man and run inside the little diner, realizing what I just did.
I stop at the girls, panting, "Must. Out. Leave. Attacked. Gas station clerk. Creep. Must. Go."
They get the point and run back to the car with me. I look inside the windows of the gas station once we get in and see captain grease talking to another clerk and pointing towards us. A bloody towel held to his stomach.
"Shit," I mumble, "Gotta go. Gotta go, so bad."
"What's going on Alyx. What happened? " Ronnie asks as I pull onto the highway
I tell then the whole story. Their reaction? Scared yet proud.
" Holy fuck! " Lokae practically yells
"Thats kinda impressive..but like..also kinda scary..but like the good kinda scary..like I'm afraid for any other person that messes with your wrath." Alice mumbles
I tune them out and drive. I drive as fast a I can on the empty road. A tear runs down my cheek at the one seemed to have opened a vault of many more tears. I silently cry and keep my eyes on the road. Hoping none of the girls notice my weakness.
I can't believe I did that.
I hurt someone.
They deserved it.
What?
Hurt.
Maim.
Destroy.
What the hell is that?
"Did you say something?" I ask, turning to Lo.
"Umm, no..I mean we talked while you zoned but we stopped about a minute ago. Why?"
"Nothing." I respond with a shake of my head
"Are you okay?" Alice's voice fills with concern
"I'm fine." I say while turning up the radio
Hurt them.
Kill them.
DESTROY THEM!
I shake my head harshly and focus on the radio.
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I quickly shut it off and pull over.
"Alyx? What's going on? Why'd you pull over?" Ronnie asks
"Need fresh air. Can't breath." I choke out, opening the door and pretty much falling out, I steady myself and walk around a bit.
In...
Out..
In...
Out..
Breath....
I take one last deep breath and sit down on the dusty dirt hill, putting my head in my hands and sobbing quietly, my body shakes and my cries become more noticeable.
I hear the sound of slamming doors and know the girls jumped out of the van, footsteps sound and soon I feel three sets of arms engulf me in a warm hug.
"Shh it's okay, you're okay"
"What's wrong honey?"
"Babes talk to us"
"We're here for you"
Their words fill my ears and I start to calm down.
"Thank you.." I mumble with a sniffle
"What are sisters for yeah?" Lokae says with a smile, she pinches my cheek and hugs me once more before getting up and sighing.
"Now I know you hate talking about shit so if you don't wanna talk you don't have to but let's get outta here."
We all agree and walk back to the car. I put in some indie CD and we make our way down the long road.
Holyyyyy shiit I update this book as much as Dan Howell uploads videos.
Hope you enjoyed.
Sorry it was so short. Please forgive me.
Love you
Buh bye my lil jelly beans
-Kisses
❤Your favorite bitch❤
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