I Gave My Bestfriend My Virginity (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 3

"And you two had sex?!?! TWICE?!" Sandra yells.

Currently I'm at her house. And another week has passed since I had sex for the second time with Ryder.

"Yes." I deadpan.

Her and I have gotten a lot closer ever since the party and after she came out at school with her girlfriend Anna.

"And he said it meant nothing? What the fuck. With the way he always looks at you that's so hard to believe. He even came up to me a few weeks ago and told me that you two were dating and I was very confused."

I laugh. "Supposedly he's told that to everyone I've liked."

"Wow. That boy is so confusing. But anyway. What about you? Did you want it to mean anything?"

"I don't know actually. I don't even know if I'm gay or if I have feelings for him. I just feel lost." I sigh.

"Hey. It's okay to feel lost. We all feel that way. Personally, I don't really believe in labels like gay or lesbian or anything like that. I just think of it as love who you want you know? You don't need a label if you don't want one. You can just be Cameron." She gives me a smile and I find myself smiling back.

"Thanks Sandra. I needed that."

"No problemo. Hey h-"

My phone ringing interrupts her.

I check it and see Ryder texted me.

Hey. Where are you? I'm bored~Ryder

I make a quick response. I'm hanging out with Sandra. Entertain yourself

"Okay. What were you saying?"

She smiles and opens her mouth to respond, but then my phone rings again.

I sigh and she just laughs. "Talk to him. I got to call Anna anyway."

She gets up and I go back to my phone.

It's funner when you play with me ;)~Ryder

My face heats up but I'll play along. Funner isn't a word silly.

I put my phone down and almost instantly I get a response.

Way to kill the mood.~Ryder

I laugh and put my phone down just as Sandra walks in.

"Hey so this is awkward. But Anna wants to come over if you know what I mean."

I laugh and nod.

"I'll see you later." I say.

She gives a goodbye and I walk out to my car.

My phone rings again and I answer it.

"Hello?" I say.

"Hey cutie. Come over." Ryder slurs.

I sigh. "You're drunk."

"What? No! Just come over here. I'm bored."

I sigh again. "Fine."

After a few minutes I pull up into his driveway and get out.

Before I can even knock on the door it opens.

"Hey." He says and lets me in.

"Hey. Why are you always bored? And why do I have to be the one to help?"

He just shrugs and we sit on the couch in the living room.

So he's really not drunk.

Then why did he call me cutie?