Chapter 2

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(Another warning of some smut in this chapter. Again, if you don't like then don't read.)

"Now we can say we're definitely closer than any other best friends right?" Ryder asks me.

I roll my eyes.

"Ryder. You said we would pretend it never happened. Why do you keep bringing it up?"

It's been two weeks since the incident. And although I'm still upset that I had no control over myself and gave my virginity to him, I am trying to forget it.

"I don't mean to. But maybe it's better if we do talk about it."

I sigh. "I want to forget it."

"Was it good at least?"

My head snaps to look at him.

We're currently at his house in his room for a change and I'm supposed to be helping him study, but of course he's good at distracting me.

"Excuse me?" I say.

"Did you like it? Was it better than anything you've had?"

"Why are you asking th-"

"Just tell me. Was I your best?"

"I'm not answering that."

He may have called me a virgin in the past, but he had no idea how right he was.

"Just answer the questions and I'll never bring it up ever again."

I sigh and put an arm over my eyes as I lay down on his bed.

"Ryder. I'm gonna be honest here. You were my first okay?"

"Really?"

I uncover my eyes and see him smiling widely.

"Yes really." I snap.

He gets up from his computer chair and sits next to me.

"That's awesome!"

I glare at him.

"How in the world do you classify that as awesome?"

He just shrugs, and for a second I swear he had a blush on his face.

I sigh and put my arms on my face again. On the verge of a breakdown.

I know a lot of guys my age don't care about who or when they lose their virginity, but I do.

Maybe it's stupid but I don't care.

"What's wrong?"

I sit up. "Don't you get it? You took my virginity."

He looks at me weirdly. "So you mean you were like.....saving it for someone special?"

When I don't respond for a full minute he then begins laughing hard and doubling over.

"I can't. I can't believe that. That's so girly!"

He begins laughing again.

"Fuck off." I snap and get off the bed and walk to the door.

The laughing stops immediately and he's suddenly pulling me away from the door.

"Wait. I'm sorry. I just. I honestly didn't believe you for a second. I'm sorry."

"You're forgiven but I'm going home. I don't have the energy for all of this."

"Just stay a while longer. Please?"

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